♥"The best relationship is when you can act like lovers and best friends at the same time" ♥
The moment I saw this, I thought of you. I think it's the most perfect relationship we are having.
A sad love song, which is gonna accompany my sleep tonight. ♥
When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
I thought everything is going fine for us, and yet I was wrong. Again. I didn't know that it is so difficult to keep a comfortable distance between us. Too far, I don't feel you. Too close, I'm afraid we will cross the line. I've always been a simple person, with simple request. All I want is to keep a balance between us, and yet this fails terribly.
One stupid thing I did: Reading 191 pages of conversation is like reading a story of us - which is coming to an end. Tears suddenly blurred my vision... I hate the emo me.
It's really funny how friendships / relationships develop. It all started from zero, where we are strangers encountering each other at the same place, same time. We got closer day by day, from endless topics to talk of, until today - no words exchange. How have we came to this stage? It's like whatever happened never existed, what's left was only memories that felt like dreams. I miss you, I really do.
p/s: Talking bout' meeting new ppl, I've met one on my first beanie seat experience. I didn't know I would sit on a couple seat with a total stranger whom I've only met for the first time. Sadly, beanie guy is nowhere to be found now. It was a first and last encounter. I have to say, your smile is really charming =) Take care till' we meet again (well, if we do).
