Not used to being a paranoid person, so I did not know that fear is such a fearful thing. Too fearful and anxious that I lost sleep and cried in the middle of the night. I need my question to be answered quickly - couldn't wait for Monday to come already... iamscared ...
Recently, I've been thinking bout' you quite frequent. It's like a bad habit that comes back after a long long time. Prolly' I had been too busy to attend to the thoughts in the back of my head, and then now my work has gradually slowed down its speed with reduced stress - hence the thoughts that have stayed behind for long is resurfacing. It's annoying yet at the same time reminiscing those happy days. ...
Officially a year now after I've started working. Prp-ship checked. What would be the next? Uncertainty - the feeling I really hate cause' I do not know what's lying in front of me. I do not know what are the available options. It's never easy to adapt in a new environment and to build new relationships, and reputation again. However, like a year ago I could not worry whatever that's fixed. I shall wait and...
