What will u do when it's raining non-stop for a day? There are people who enjoy rain while some just hate it.. I always enjoyed rain until there's one day i stopped enjoying it..
Because sometimes rain brings me back to some unwanted memories.. Although these memories are supposed to be sweet ones...
Rain nowadays makes me feel so moody at times..
Especially today... It has been raining non-stop for about 6 hours..
What can u do during rainy days? Stay indoors.. read a good book perhaps..
Or have a nice sleep.. Rest urself through a day, then prepare for a new day tomorrow would be a good idea..
I hope the rain brings more good than bad...
I hope i'll enjoy rain soon..
I hope when the next rain comes, i'll be happily thinking of the old days...

Are there any bad things that can happen to me? Sigh.. Today when cindy, cy and i went for our biology class, we reached early and placed our bags at class B103... We thought the class will be conducted there.. (It's normally there).. After all, there are students from our class are also there, then we went out for our lunch.. it's a lucky thing that we brought along our handphones and purse...
Then the worse thing came and hit us.. When we were done with our lunch, we went back to the class and found out that our class has shifted to class CG02.. But the worst is the door of B103 is locked form inside!!! We can't get in and our bags are in it...
So, at last we went to biology class without our books, bags, pencil cases.. nothing...
After class, we gotta go to A-levels department and look for Ms. Mable to ask for the maintenance to open the door for us..
It's so embarassing.. Sigh...
However, by the time we reached class B103, we found out that the door was open already and there are students inside it.. Actually we didn't notice anyting wrong with it.. But later on, Cy found out that her money was missing.. And now i'm typing this with realising that i've lost my calculator too.. I sincerely hope that it's just one of my friends who accidentally took mine.. Sigh...
After class, cat and i went to The Mines.. then we got something not-to-good for ourselves...
And it was raining heavily outside.. So, we can't go so fast...
How many bad news will i hear and how many bad things could happen to me in a week?
That's so bad luck of me!!
Hope eveything's going to be fine for the next week... Hoping the same to all my friends too...
Work hard for trials.. ^^

I can't figure out whats wrong with me..
It seems like i'm getting very emotional at times..
Hmm... wolud it be because of the rain that comes so often?
Would it be because of my results that didn't satisfy me?
Would it be because of the things that i never want to know?
Would it be because of all the unwanted news that i never wanna hear?
Would it be because of a sad song, a sad movie, or a sad story...
Or is it just simply because of something that i have never let go...

Sigh... Bad day.. bad luck... everything also bad!
How could it be so coincident... Cy's car lost his parking ticket.. while he and Fj went around to search for their parking ticket, our car also lost ours.. The most unfortunately thing is that both our cars have paid for the parking ticket.. really cacat...
Luckily we nedn't pay for the lost parking ticket.. because we've had our receipt to prove that we did pay for our ticket before losing it... Aikss...
Maybe we just shouldn't hang out together so often...

What a weekend i've been through... It is a memorable weekend yet there are some unwanted memories in it... But after this weekend, i've grown up a lot.. I could finally tell myself that i'm ready to start a new life... I'll be a new person.. perhaps with a new character ^^
This friday night, cindy dear came over to my house for a overnight for 2 nights... On friday night, my sis and i went and fetch her at cheras... luckily we went, because it was raining very heavily...
Then on that night itself, i've showed her many of my photos.. and we talked a lot of old times.. hers and mine... until we slept at 4am.. aiksss...
Saturday morning, we went to Low yat.. She followed my mum, sis and i to see us do facial.. Then after my facial, we went walked walked around.. and bought us something.. hehe... The thing we bought made us soooo happy.. Then on saturday night, thanks to jin wah who made our "yum cha" session a very succesful one this time.. He promised that a lot of friends will turn up, and i'ts true this time... so happy that he's willing to come and fetch us... so like him!*hugs*
A lot of friends did turn up.. even he turns up.. thats an unexpected thing.. really... he's changed so much.. i cannot understand how a person can change so much in such a short period of time.. after all, it has only been 2 weeks.. or this is his real self... he had never change, just that i didn't realised earlier... Now i know what is "never judge a book by its cover"... sigh...
then when reached home, i've sent him a msg... then he did reply.. the way he replied made me woke up from a too-beautiful dream and brought me back to reality... thanks to him... he've taught me a really good way to recover.. and also congrats to him.. he did what we wanted to do... However, he has become a person i cannot understand... He turns out to be very different... He turns out to be very harsh...
Then after that, cindy and i talked ... we sat at the living room without lights.. while we talked she cried... i feel so "xin tong" seeing her like this... then i cried.. she crying because of me.. me crying because of her... then we both got hungry at bout 5sth in the morning... we went and cooked noodles.. haha.. then ended up sleeping at bout 6am... ><>

Yea~! All tests came to an end this morning.. My last paper was chemistry.. hope i really did well in this paper.. because thats the most confident paper that i've sat... But i shouldn't be happy too fast though.. because i'll be having my trials after this.. very soon after the festive season..
This time gotta use my short holiday to study, study and study.... Actually studying and being busy is a good thing for me.. I'm getting use to my new life.. adapting to being without him by my side...
I don't think i will force myself to forget because it's part of my memory...
So, i'll just do everything depending on my feelings... It's been more than 2 weeks.. wonder how is he doing.. he should be fine.. very fine..

It has been a busy week.. All tests are being conducted at once.. After bio test on thurs, i've went out with coll mates to midvalley.. We didn't do much, just walking around.. discussing what to eat...
At 1st, we planned to have Mc d's, however at last we went to Mdm Kwan... very expensive ar!!
Then on friday, i've stayed at home for the afternoon, later at night san brought me to yum cha..
She gave me a real surprise by bringing yin with her..
I'm really very shock seeing her.. but still feel very "gan dong" de.. cause they came for me.. :)
then we reached at the yum cha place by bout 9pm.. we ordered 2 pots of flower tea.. luckily 3 of us brought our sweaters because we sat under the air-cond..so cold..
the place is very nice.. environment not bad.. very relaxing.. but unfortunately the place we chose quite noisy..
the unexpected thing is wei song and ivan came and join us later.. then we made a date to go out on sat morning (this morning)
saturday... weisong, ivan, san and i went to KDU to find yin.. then we went to One U Neway to sing k.. we sang from 11am-1pm.. its quite nice because its been a long time since i went to sing k..
but when i sang the song "pretend" from jolin i really feel like i'm close to tears... really a sad song indeed...
all in all, i've been through a bust week in hope that i'll be better soon.. ^^