I wonder why everytime i drink honey milk, i have this kind of blissful feeling..
I still remembered vividly the 1st time i tasted this was with my college mates.. This particular drink is really soothing... Then the 2nd time i drank this was with my best girlfriends... And without fail, this drink again makes me feel that I'm not alone.. I'm showered with love from everyone...
And once, i told this to my sister.. she tried and make this drink herself at home.. Although it tasted a bit weird, but still she attempted to make it for me and my small cousins.. We laughed at how badly it was done.. We played around with the drink.. We mixed it with more honey.. less milk.. more milk.. less honey.. At last, we finished it... ^^ And once again although it's not that good, but i still felt very happy...
Since then, i haven't drink this for a long time.. Until i forgot the feeling of blissfulness within me.. Then last night, with a bunch of loyal friends.. i ordered this again.. And once again, i told my dear that I've tasted blissfulness... it's sweet.. it's soothing.. it's satisfying..
Honey milk has never fail to lift up my mood whenever I'm feeling down.. or I'm having blues... Or should i say everytime i have this drink, I'm around the people i love... and that is why the feeling of blissfulness follows...
So, whenever you are unhappy, why not have a glass of honey milk? it might make you feel better even when problems are not solved.. sit back and enjoy life... ^^

Today (2/2) should be a day worth celebrating.. However, this particular day becomes meaningless after a series of events.. This is a date that I'll remember always as it brings special meaning... Unfortunately, it's a date that I'm wishing I'll forget soon.. so that my sad past won't come haunting me anymore..
I wanted to run from the past.. to escape into a new life.. With the new year comes by, with a new hairstyle i have.. With a new character that I'll develop myself into... I'll sincerely welcome the new life in me..
Just let me linger into the past today.. Just let me have my nostalgic moments.. Just let me sit and sulk at home all day for one last time...
Then, i promise that I'll be fine.. I'll be good...

On a fine day, 6 of us started our journey to Malacca after a lot of considerations and hesitations.. at the very last minute before the trip, we've decided that we should go and enjoy ourselves... Although we went 6 people instead of 10 as planned earlier, but we did enjoyed..
On the 1st morning, I'm sorry to say that i woke up late.. ><>"My corn"... haha.. the name was taken from our names..
M- Ming
Y- Yuen
C- Cat
O- Ooi
R- Robin
N- Nah
Then we went to Jonker Street.. We watched a show.. ate dinner... Our last stop was Geographer Cafe... Upon reaching Robin's house we were all tired.. But still we set ourselves cosily on the bed..and had some quiet chats..
Thanks to all 5 of u who gave me a memorable trip..
To Robin, thanks for the place to stay... the transportations, ur friendly and nice family members... and a caring and generous mum...
To Cindy, thanks for making this trip possible.. i had great time with u.. love u!
To Catherine, thanks for being there for us.. sharing me the cocktails and all.. being the decision-maker to go back on Monday morning.. muakcsss...
To Cheng yuen, will never forget how u wanna scare me with those fake snakes.. being our driver... and also the good guy who took out all the prawn shells for me.. ^^
To Garret, thanks for being part of us.. will remember all the times that u said I'm the "killer"...haha..
All in all, it was a trip so fine.. ^^

How true these 3 words are? well, different people have different point of views.. To me, yes it's true that nothing lasts forever.. when i wrote this 3 words as my caption in msn, I've received feedbacks and comments from friends.. i wonder why these 3 words bring such an impact... some friends asked why did i wrote those words.. is it because I'm saddened over some matter... or perhaps am i having some moody moments or so..
even a friend of mine said "hey, u know it's not true.. there are things that lasts forever.. for example, the bones of a human.. a mummy in desert"... haha...that's one of the comments that i smiled when i read it..

Later on, a dear friend of mine said "cheer up min nah, friendship lasts forever! ^^" well, how true is her words? I'm sad to disappoint her that i don't think friendship lasts forever.. i know we'll always be friends.. but as we grow older, we will have our own plans and lives.. we will have our very own family, career, and things to care about.. do we still have the time to maintain the friendship we have right now? i don't know... As we grow, we move on to different stages in life, meeting all sorts of people.. making different kinds of friends.. how many will last? As I'm typing this, i really do miss my friends..

Well, don't get me wrong all my friends... when i posted the caption of "nothing lasts forever" doesn't mean that I'm moody or sad.. it's just that i no longer believe in eternity and forever.. i don't believe easily anymore... although there's once i tried to believe willingly.. but of course, if there's one day when something or someone manage to change my mind, then I'll happily blog another entry of "well, perhaps I'm wrong.. there is something could lasts forever"

the time now,
1451...

This is the beginning of 2nd of Jan 2007.. all celebrations on x'mas and new year ended.. Time passes too fast.. I'm actually unprepared to face the new year of 2007... there's too much i still think of last year.. there's so much that i could still dwell on.. so many memories that i couldn't make myself forget.. so many times that i thought it just happened yesterday... However, new year comes every year.. How unprepare are we, we still should go on.. hoping for a better start..

During this new year, at first i thought i would be celebrating with my friends.. however, my dear can't make it.. and i don't think it's appropriate to celebrate with the rest of the guys.. at last i didn't go out with them.. i had a quiet dinner with my grandma, aunt and my parents.. later on, i joined my sis and her friends to countdown at One U... the fireworks were great.. But what i knew later on is the fireworks at The Curve was even more better.. and it lasted for good 10 minutes.. Next year wanna go to the curve dy.. ^^

Traffic were bad like usual..like every other year.. we used one and a half hour to get out of the parking lot.. then went to "yum cha".. at last i reached home by 4 in the morning.. it's kinda tiring.. but fun.. i had good laughs with my sis and her friends.. at least i had a nice celebration even i'm not with my friends at The Curve as planned earlier... New year ended just like this..

I saw an old friend of ours today,
She asked about you,
I didn't quite know what to say,
Heard you've been makin' the rounds 'round here,
While I've been tryin' to make tears disappear.

Now I'm almost over you,
I've almost shook these blues,
So when you come back around,
After paintin' the town,
You'll see I'm almost over you.

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart,
Maybe leavin' came easy but it tore me apart,
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
'Cause it seems like forever but I'm lettin' you go.

Now I'm almost over you,
I've almost shook these blues,
So when you come back around,
After paintin' the town,
You'll see I'm almost over you.

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget,
All my shattered dreams,
Although you left me with nothing to show
All of misery.

Now I'm almost over you,
I've almost shook these blues,
So when you come back around,
After paintin' the town
You'll see I'm almost over you.

When you come back around,
After paintin' the town
You'll see I'm almost over you.

Today is the eve of the Christmas... The new year will be here next week.. Time flies.. Everyone has gone through another year.. What have all of us done? any regrets from the past? any new resolutions for the coming new year? i certainly have mine.. ^^
Let's recall the past.. go down the memory lane for the last time before we step ahead to welcome the new year..
Well, what have i done?
January,celebrated the new year with a bunch of close friends.. straightened my hair for the 1st time.. with mum's approval of course ^^ working part time for 3 days at USJ giant with jw and lt.. great time i had with them.. started my part time teaching..
February, chinese new year was here... a fun time i had.. cousins are all back and gathered at grandma's house.. I've missed them.. on the 6th day of chinese new year, went for movie with my 1st love.. watched fearless.. that was an unforgettable moment.. V-day on Feb was spent at home.. but i still got my V-day present.. not bad huh.. ^^ his 1st time buying V-day present.. an honour for me.. celebrated dear li ti's birthday..
March, daddy's 60th birthday!! i love u daddy!! Stpm results are out..
April, after all considerations, I've decided to enroll into UCSI.. this was my orientation month..
May, my month of birth.. although i didn't blow any cakes this year.. but I've enjoyed my celebration with my family and also with him.. He got me a watch!! happy...
June, it's father's day... had a family dinner... went to yew hung's birthday party.. hope he likes the t-shirt I've got him..
July, another birthday celebration.. Hoong had his party at Sri Petaling hotel.. Happy 20th birthday!!
August, our country's independence day.. how many of us really remember our warriors.. and how many who remembered really appreciate... be glad to stay here.. and unite we should.. no more crimes!!
October, all is over after 8 sweet months.. be grateful to have each other before this.. my best regards to him..
November, a month to spend a lot of money.. the birthdays of all my loved ones.. mummy, brother, sister and dear yin... i'm grateful that i have all of u.. Happy birthday everyone.. may all dreams do come true..
December, the last month of all... It's the Christmas.. the new year.. all ups and downs are gone through in a year... for those who had a happy year, hoping that ur year ahead will be happier.. for those who had an unhappy year, may ur year will be a lot better than this..

To all my dear friends out there, work hard for the following year and also the years to come.. we'll turn out be the finest people ever.. ^^ never give up hope.. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of u.. May all our dreams that we dare to dream come true.. May the miracles happen on those who have prayed for it..