17/10 - It seems our outing for this month have reached a maximum level. 3rd time in 2 weeks... will it be too many? Don't think so... =)

This time, Yin cannot join us for movie... because she's watching it with other friends.. (Caryn, Bin and I are so bu shuang.. =p) But she did joined us for lunch... Go-gung in The Gardens. Food are not bad, services are good. We spent a fortune for this lunch. Guess how much a green tea cost... RM8! Come to my house.. I'll boil you green tea - FOC! Haha.. But, trying this once in a while won't hurt I guess...

Then, we chatted for the whole lot of time and again rushing to the movie. This always happen to us. We were never punctual to movie. And I wonder why... We know exactly why we are late all the time, but never make the effort to change this bad habit of ours... For the first few times, we missed the advertisements (we don't mind at all), then we started to miss the previews, then now we even missed the beginning of our show... Very serious problem we are facing... Sigh...

Caryn and Wen Bin to busy to notice us taking photo...

Butterfly Lovers

Everyone knows this is a very touching and sad love story, but I didn't know why this movie turns out to be a big disappointment. The whole storyline seems weird and abrupt. The pace is too slow and draggy plus the ending didn't make us felt sad instead we were laughing in the cinema... I thought it was only 3 of us laughing.. but the fact is the whole cinema is laughing... Ironically, the ending is a sad one. Not recommendable if you ask my opinion... As broke as we were, we wasted RM8 for this. But Wen Bin said something nice bout it - we can release stress by watching this move... aikss..

Another outing contributes to my empty purse... =(

This is again a backdated post. I've told myself to post my entry more frequent, but I failed to do so. A typical procrastinator I am...

After a lot of arrangements and changes, we at last came to a common time where we all could come out - Sat, 11/10. But too bad, yin again couldn't make it. Earlier, I've heard from Caryn that Wen Bin might not be in a good mood due to some reasons only known to ourselves; and indeed when I saw her, she doesn't look good. After a long story from her, I am so afraid that she'll break down in tears... To be honest, after all the years I've known her - this is my first time seeing her like this. And I've always thought she's tough... Caryn and I consoled her, took her for a nice lunch, gave her a belated birthday present, watched movie together... lastly went for a nice dessert + shopping. After all these, her mood turns better... ^^

Her all-time favourite Cherry Blossom fragrance from Loccitane as belated birthday present...

A nice lunch is enough to fill up our stomachs...

A movie which is nice enough to keep us from yawning and the toilet of course..

A dessert is always a girl's loyal companion...

Awaiting for our next meet-up... although we are all broke I know..

The time now, 2302...

When I was in the middle of a dream, when I was about to know the next event... My phone rang.. and it displayed a foreign number. It seems to be a number out of the country. I answered drowsily and heard a very familiar voice. 'This familiar voice brought me awake. It has been sometime since I heard her voice, and I missed it terribly. She seems to know my troubles every now and then, and when I thought I'm at the saddest moment, she will appear from nowhere. No matter it is a call, or a simple greeting, she always made me felt peace.

Thanks my dear for calling, I had great time chatting with her (although it's only a mere 20 minutes.. ) Damn myself for not charging my phone, and the line being cut off.. *cursing* I didn't know if she knew it earlier or not, but my mood for the previous few days was not that good. And her faraway call definitely puts my heart at ease. Every single time I talked to her, it seems memories from 2 years back came rushing back to me like they had just happened yesterday. She has accompanied me during my worst times. And these memories gave me the strength to continue on whatever I don't feel like doing now. Everytime remembering the past, I'll tell myself "the worst has happened, what could be more worse than that? "

Cindy Ooi! I can't wait to see you again. I'm awaiting for our big reunion.

Warm moments spent with you.. =)

I wish we could take more photos like this...

The day when I first approached you to ask for a lift back home because I have no transportation was still a fresh memory in my mind. I could still feel my face burned red for asking this favor when we've only known for a short period of time. ( I don't normally jump into stranger's car.. =p) Then our friendship began when you offered to drive me back and fro from college to home. You solved my transportation problem, and I solved your fuel costs. We met every single day and spent almost every lunchtime together. We spent so much time together, I felt like something was missing when you left....

You taught me so much about branded stuff, I felt almost like an expert. You taught me all the roads which I could have never known because of my poor sense of directions. You taught me how to laugh like nobody's business, when your laughter itself made me smile.

The cat-eyes I'll always miss...

The one I spent crazy time with during all the trips!

The one who sit beside me all the time in classes.

The one whom I drink and dance with during my 21st...

The one I built a sandcastle with.

The one who came over and prepared a big eat-in!

The one who changed hairstyle every 6 months.

We spent silly time crying together when we thought Tiffany is leaving us - but you left us instead... We spent crazy time sticking out our heads of the car, enjoying the cold-wind blowing off our hairs... We spent endless time talking nonsense, gossiping around, laughing about almost every single thing... We shared our beds, our drinks, our food and uncountable moments of camwhoring together... We went to the airport to see Cindy off early in the morning and found that we've been fooled - but we never got angry and again went for the second time, crying together...

You're the one I left great memories in UCSI with.

So, there YOU are. Finally 20 this year! Muackksss.. I love you! ^^

My dear, I know it's difficult for you to adapt in the new environment in UK, but I know you'll be doing well there. Although we are far apart, but I read your blog every now and then, so I could catch up with your latest news.. Call me "busybody".... Bluek =p

Do spend your birthday with joy, although you might feel homesick. Cause we are all here wishing you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

With lots and lots and lots of love from Malaysia, Min Nah =)

Recently, there's this one **question** bothering me. A whole lot of my time, I'm thinking about this, every single time I'm doing my reports, when I'm facing my quizzes, when I'm doing my tutorial questions, and when I'm answering people what course I'm doing right now... It's a course that certainly makes me feel proud, but I'm wondering if I'm really capable of doing it the right way.

When I'm so stressed up myself, I couldn't hear what others are telling me. Little things make me agitated, and I flare up easily. My temper is uncontrollable. Many may not believe when I say I'm really not that good in studies. Because what mostly others tell me are "Hey.. u're so smart. U can do it" or "Wahh.. u've always got good results since small, and now u said u can't do it? Impossible" But here I am telling everyone, yes it is possible that I might not make it. My confidence level has dropped to a state where I can't find it.

I'm sorry to show my temper when I'm doing my report...

I'm sorry that I didn't hear what I should do when I'm studying...

I'm sorry that I didn't help out when my only reason is I don't have enough time..

I'm sorry to say that I'm really a bad-tempered person...

**Can I finish my course in 4 years time?**

After such a long time of not blogging, I'm really surprised seeing that Friendster's Blog have changed its setting and layout.. And I was like.. wth! What happened?!

This is how long I'm not here... A lot of dramas and events have happened, and yet I don't get the time to blog it out. Although I'm blogging now, it does not mean I'm free.. Not now at least (I'm not supposed to be here, should be studying for tests).. Yup, I have quizzes now and then, plus lab reports to hand-in. Lab Reports again!

Lots of happy times passed by but I can't list out one by one, and so decided to write about the happiest thing in the past few weeks.. It's my cousin's wedding! This long-awaiting-with-months-of-preparation is finally here and ended very quickly in just 3 days. Friday night was the pre-wedding night, where we all (relatives+friends) went to cousin Suzie's house for dinner and to finalize the preparation for Saturday's night wedding dinner. Saturday was a busy day, as sis, cousin Jane and I went for a makeover, and reached slightly late to the restaurant - 6.45pm. We should be there by 6pm as we were the committee members of this BIG wedding event. Well, it's okay.. only a handful of guests arrived. =)

Although we were quite busy for the whole night, but we had fun! Lots of it, especially taking lots of pictures.. We got very minimal sleep as we have to wake up by 5am on Sunday morning to follow those "heng dai" cars to Malacca. Were to reach cousin Suzie's house by 6am. Again we were late. *curse*

Then, after all those customs (drinking tea ceremony) and lots of photo-shooting, we the "zi mui" went to Malacca, and again reached groom's house for drinking tea ceremony+lots of photo-shooting again... "Zi mui" and "heng dai" all went for lunch - Nyonya food. Food was delicious but damn spicy.. But.. we had cendol to tame down our flaming tongue buds.. ^^ Then, we all checked into hotel and only got 30 mins sleep, before preparing for the wedding dinner that night. Other "zi mui" and "heng dai" stayed there overnight but I went back to KL on that night itself because I'm going to have quiz. Yes... I have a quiz awaiting me, but I didn't even touch the notes yet. Damn...

After few weeks of insufficient sleep, here I am still typing my night away.. So gonna burn midnight oil tonight.

This time around, we went shopping before our dinner and had really good time... As it has been long since I went out with a group of girls (there were 5 of us). The feeling of going out with a bunch of girls is really different from normal outings. We girls normally can't run far from topics like clothings, shoes, make-ups... and some juicy gossips. (not that we spent a lot of time on this last night.. ><)

After much considerations, we ended up in Italiannies for this major celebration (my 2nd time this month.. so gonna broke) with another 2 friends joining us later with a birthday cake. Before that, I excused myself with the reason finding a friend who works part time in MidValley because I need some time alone searching the perfect gifts for Yun and Key. I am always very particular about buying gifts for friends, especially close ones. I wanted to see a facial expression which I hoped to see when they receive my presents for them. As we are all gradually testing out make-ups, I decided to buy Key a limited-edition-summer-collection-pink-colour-lipstick (phew... that was long enough) from Bodyshop. Then, I had to rush to Three-point-six for the nth time to look at Yun's gift again. I haven't decide to buy it until I'm really sure she'll like it. A very cute Mickey Mouse carry bag. Those we can bring to trips as toiletries bag or cosmetic pouch. Practical and useful. Then went to a gift shop and bought another 2 small cards and wrote my message in there plus having them wrapped up very nicely. All in all, I use less than 2 hours. Great record for myself I thought. Mei Yin knew about my plan of buying gifts and thought I was pretty fast too. ><

We always say "save the best for last". When dinner has finished, and we sang birthday song and all - paid the bill... Enjoyed the free bread-butter-pudding (okay... we didn't really enjoy that.. but hey, it's free!) The last event of the night comes in.. Presenting gifts time. Key and Yun were really delighted seeing my presents for them. And I was more than happy to have chose the right things. All smiles was on my face. When I thought presenting gifts was the last event, oh I was so wrong. There is a 2nd round of "yum cha" session after dinner at 2046 cafe where we celebrated their birthdays last year.

When I reached, all memories came flooded my mind. The place where we sat. The moment they blew their candles. The people we met. And the laughters we have shared. The thinking "Time passes damn fast" came across my mind again. My memory was so fresh and yet the time waits for none of us.

But again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dears - the two important friends I've met along my way to adulthood. ^^