Sigh... Bad day.. bad luck... everything also bad!
How could it be so coincident... Cy's car lost his parking ticket.. while he and Fj went around to search for their parking ticket, our car also lost ours.. The most unfortunately thing is that both our cars have paid for the parking ticket.. really cacat...
Luckily we nedn't pay for the lost parking ticket.. because we've had our receipt to prove that we did pay for our ticket before losing it... Aikss...
Maybe we just shouldn't hang out together so often...

What a weekend i've been through... It is a memorable weekend yet there are some unwanted memories in it... But after this weekend, i've grown up a lot.. I could finally tell myself that i'm ready to start a new life... I'll be a new person.. perhaps with a new character ^^
This friday night, cindy dear came over to my house for a overnight for 2 nights... On friday night, my sis and i went and fetch her at cheras... luckily we went, because it was raining very heavily...
Then on that night itself, i've showed her many of my photos.. and we talked a lot of old times.. hers and mine... until we slept at 4am.. aiksss...
Saturday morning, we went to Low yat.. She followed my mum, sis and i to see us do facial.. Then after my facial, we went walked walked around.. and bought us something.. hehe... The thing we bought made us soooo happy.. Then on saturday night, thanks to jin wah who made our "yum cha" session a very succesful one this time.. He promised that a lot of friends will turn up, and i'ts true this time... so happy that he's willing to come and fetch us... so like him!*hugs*
A lot of friends did turn up.. even he turns up.. thats an unexpected thing.. really... he's changed so much.. i cannot understand how a person can change so much in such a short period of time.. after all, it has only been 2 weeks.. or this is his real self... he had never change, just that i didn't realised earlier... Now i know what is "never judge a book by its cover"... sigh...
then when reached home, i've sent him a msg... then he did reply.. the way he replied made me woke up from a too-beautiful dream and brought me back to reality... thanks to him... he've taught me a really good way to recover.. and also congrats to him.. he did what we wanted to do... However, he has become a person i cannot understand... He turns out to be very different... He turns out to be very harsh...
Then after that, cindy and i talked ... we sat at the living room without lights.. while we talked she cried... i feel so "xin tong" seeing her like this... then i cried.. she crying because of me.. me crying because of her... then we both got hungry at bout 5sth in the morning... we went and cooked noodles.. haha.. then ended up sleeping at bout 6am... ><>

Yea~! All tests came to an end this morning.. My last paper was chemistry.. hope i really did well in this paper.. because thats the most confident paper that i've sat... But i shouldn't be happy too fast though.. because i'll be having my trials after this.. very soon after the festive season..
This time gotta use my short holiday to study, study and study.... Actually studying and being busy is a good thing for me.. I'm getting use to my new life.. adapting to being without him by my side...
I don't think i will force myself to forget because it's part of my memory...
So, i'll just do everything depending on my feelings... It's been more than 2 weeks.. wonder how is he doing.. he should be fine.. very fine..

It has been a busy week.. All tests are being conducted at once.. After bio test on thurs, i've went out with coll mates to midvalley.. We didn't do much, just walking around.. discussing what to eat...
At 1st, we planned to have Mc d's, however at last we went to Mdm Kwan... very expensive ar!!
Then on friday, i've stayed at home for the afternoon, later at night san brought me to yum cha..
She gave me a real surprise by bringing yin with her..
I'm really very shock seeing her.. but still feel very "gan dong" de.. cause they came for me.. :)
then we reached at the yum cha place by bout 9pm.. we ordered 2 pots of flower tea.. luckily 3 of us brought our sweaters because we sat under the air-cond..so cold..
the place is very nice.. environment not bad.. very relaxing.. but unfortunately the place we chose quite noisy..
the unexpected thing is wei song and ivan came and join us later.. then we made a date to go out on sat morning (this morning)
saturday... weisong, ivan, san and i went to KDU to find yin.. then we went to One U Neway to sing k.. we sang from 11am-1pm.. its quite nice because its been a long time since i went to sing k..
but when i sang the song "pretend" from jolin i really feel like i'm close to tears... really a sad song indeed...
all in all, i've been through a bust week in hope that i'll be better soon.. ^^

Now i understand why people say the truths are always the hardest to accept...
Because there are some truths are really harsh.. When u get to know the truth, u'll be wishing that u had never ask for it..
However, if u dont know the truth, it is the one thing that u will want to know for the rest of ur life...
but when u know bout it, it will be something that u'll remember forever...
So, what should we do? I believe time will tell..
but tonight will be another sleepless night for me...

This is a lyrics that i copied from my dear's blog...
It is so true... i am feeling exactly like this song...

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that i never had
When i think of you
I don't know what to do
When will i see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Boy i'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that i want
You are all that i need
Can't you see how i feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When i think of you
I don't know what to do
When will i see you again