is like wearing an angel's mask - generous and kind on the outside, manipulative and full of schemes inside. This is how I feel I am these days. I do things with motives in mind, trying to manipulate people and situations. Why am I not self-controlling? Don't thank me for what I've done. I did not do it for you, it was for myself. I am still an angel, a fallen one. ...
Was browsing through dear's profile, and I had a sudden urge to look at our photos from Phuket trip. Fond memories flooded me during that brief recapping session, and then the next question popped into my mind - should I go to the upcoming Phuket trip with my beloved Step G. friends? My initial reason of not going was because I only went last year (the memories are still so vivid!), but I know going with Step...
is not an easy thing. If only unwanted memories can be erased from mind - like how I thrashed unwanted files to the bin from the hard disc, deleted songs I'm bored in my playlist, cleared those task lists in my phone. If only thinking of someone / something can be controlled, things wouldn't messed up. If only I could read your mind, I won't end up doing things that weren't supposed to be done....
doesn't really works when my heart tells me otherwise. Can my mind have control over my heart? At least for this once... doesn't really works when my heart tells me otherwise. Can my mind have control over my heart? At least for this once... ...
The thought of moving out is again in my mind. I've tried to suppress this thought, and yet you brought it back. You always bring it back. You always wanted things to be done your way, and demanding all of us to follow - but how about our way? You never bother to ask about our feelings. And so, finally everyone compromised by trying to avoid you. But, I don't want it to be this...
New year, new background. Pink, ribbons, stripes, and flowers for a change. =) New year, new background. Pink, ribbons, stripes, and flowers for a change. =) ...
This is my 7th year into blogging. Blogging seems to be the perfect (only) place to express my unspoken thoughts, things I've learnt, and untold secrets. The past one year just glided through without me realising how fast time flies.As the old saying goes, "time waits for no man" - I believe so. Everytime this year, I set myself in a nostalgic mood, recapping everything that had happened, reminding myself on the mistakes made, and each time...
