Can Take No More
The thought of moving out is again in my mind. I've tried to suppress this thought, and yet you brought it back. You always bring it back. You always wanted things to be done your way, and demanding all of us to follow - but how about our way? You never bother to ask about our feelings. And so, finally everyone compromised by trying to avoid you. But, I don't want it to be this way, at least myself won't do it. I'm the only one who are still trying to out up with you, with your endless demands, and trying to pull everyone together. I cannot give up because when I do, everything's gonna fall apart - as I'm the only one trying to hold on. Others are only just ignoring the root of the problem, while some avoid. I am so busy satisfying everyone, catering for others feelings and who's gonna take care of mine?
I am sorry if I couldn't meet your expectations, but did you know that I am more than heartache to see disappointment in your eyes?
You said we don't care about you, and your heart feels as cold as ice. But, if I don't care... Why do I shed tears?
Why can't you understand that we are all grown-ups and I have things to think about, stuff to complete. I need a private corner, and you being controlling is not helping.
So much I'm being tolerant, I couldn't deliver my best to you if you keep pushing me to the limits. I don't wanna do something I know I will regret for sure, so please spare me a little space. Just for a breather.
So says who, patience is virtue?
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