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The day for you to leave has finally arrived. 3 months earlier, I knew you were going to leave on this day. And yet, at that moment I didn't really feel that you are leaving until now... We have been spending so much time together, hanging out like there's no tomorrow - might be because we were bored... or I knew I am gonna miss you going out with you when you leave. In just a blink of eye, 3 months passed by very quickly.

When you told me where you are leaving for, I've google and checked out the place. For me, it's far, it's unfamiliar.. it's deserted. Until now, I couldn't understand why you choose to work there. But again, it's all for your own good - so I am giving you all my best wishes.


These few days I've been too busy and doesn't really have time to keep in touch with you. I don't know if I will cry when I see you off at the airport later, I don't know if I will be very upset or not.. I don't know if my heart will feels like it has gone empty somewhere when I see your back leaving...


But, what I know is.. I am gonna miss your company for a long long time.


All the best to you, my dear friend. We will meet again when the time comes =)
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It's more than weeks since I had a good night's sleep... I am so used to sleeping for only 5 hours max a night, and this is driving me crazy! My skin's deteriorating - no joke! I can't make myself look into the mirror every morning I wake up... Because I will shock myself with me dark eye circles... @.@

And why this is happening?? All because of my course; it's taking up ALL my time. And when I say all, it really means all. My time is devoted to never-ending quizzes, assignments, lab reports, school events... And the list goes on.


Can't wait for the month to end... Can't wait for the holidays to greet me... Can't wait to go for a super-relaxing trip with my dear.. We need a great escape - from the tight dead-lines, from the usual routine, from the boring life, from the harsh reality...


So, please SET ME FREE!!!
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It's time to make some changes - may it be minor or major ones...

I've always thought being kind and helpful, being nice is the way a person should be, at least myself have to be one. And I've let myself to live like that for the past many many years. However, only recently I realised, being like this makes me a person without principles and gradually losing myself. I say "Yes" easily, and can never make myself to say "No". People are taking me for granted and usually I am the one ended up hurting alone.


I sometimes do wonder and thought of raising this question "Why do you like to bully me so much? Why do you like to tease me so much?" But at last, I didn't do so... Because I know the answers I receive will be useless ones.


I do not want to be a person without dignity nor without principles, so this is the right time to show people out there what I've got in me... When I do not fight back, it does not mean I am defeated.. It just simply means that I do not want to fight. But if I do, I could be very harsh too... And that's the side I've been hidden for such a long time....
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