will be shed when the emo-ness slowly sinks in. Blame it on pms, blame it on working alone on a family day (Sunday), blame it on the hot and cold weather. But, deep down I know... because the best friend is leaving - my only support when I first came to Temerloh. Here, I've shed twice tears. Once on the second day of work, where I suddenly thought of my family and how badly I...
a new place where I'm currently working. Been moved down to this small town for a month now already. As the day goes my, my heart is reaching more to home where my family and friends are. I thought things will get easier as time passes, but reality is the opposite way. The more I stay here, the more I yearn the days I was back at home, the place I worked, to meet the...
yeap.. that's me. Couldn't stop doing other things and seriously start working on this annoying prp project. I am seeing the end of it, just couldn't carry on to finish it. Too tired to handle serious stuff when there's so much room for more interesting things -- like shopping, having travel plans, how to spend non-working days with friends and family. Just the thought of having to do work on these days irritates me. Why...
Paranoia
Sunday, June 22, 2014 / BY MINA LEONG
Not used to being a paranoid person, so I did not know that fear is such a fearful thing. Too fearful and anxious that I lost sleep and cried in the middle of the night. I need my question to be answered quickly - couldn't wait for Monday to come already... iamscared ...
Recently, I've been thinking bout' you quite frequent. It's like a bad habit that comes back after a long long time. Prolly' I had been too busy to attend to the thoughts in the back of my head, and then now my work has gradually slowed down its speed with reduced stress - hence the thoughts that have stayed behind for long is resurfacing. It's annoying yet at the same time reminiscing those happy days. ...
Officially a year now after I've started working. Prp-ship checked. What would be the next? Uncertainty - the feeling I really hate cause' I do not know what's lying in front of me. I do not know what are the available options. It's never easy to adapt in a new environment and to build new relationships, and reputation again. However, like a year ago I could not worry whatever that's fixed. I shall wait and...
Have a Lil' Faith
Thursday, March 27, 2014 / BY MINA LEONG
If this is the end, I would still be praying - for the strength to endure these hardships and anguish that had caused pain to those who are left behind. As each day passes by, today will be less difficult than yesterday, and tomorrow will be easier than today because we have to believe that time does heal. May the innocent lives taken will become the guardian angels to their loved ones overlooking them, protecting...
Everyday,
Tuesday, March 18, 2014 / BY MINA LEONG
everyday... when I wake up - no matter how tired or restless, while driving on the way to work i would think of something to be thankful of. Something worth looking forward to. I'm learning to count my blessings everyday, and I know I'm gettin' there. Life is good despite all the busy days I'm having. everyday... when I wake up - no matter how tired or restless, while driving on the way to work...
