I've lost a friend..forever and ever... Maybe she will never know...
Maybe she will never understand.. All i can say is, be optimistic.. things aren't always what u thought of.. I can never request her to think behalf of me.. since she thinks i'm the one who ruined her perfect moments.. She thinks i'm at the fault.. She certainly hopes that i'll just leave her alone..
We are not enemies... but strangers.. That's quite bad enough huh... Well, things are always like this..
Realization hitted me just before i write this.. Just hope that she'll be fine.. really fine..