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He may look fierce, but he is kind in heart. He might be quiet but when he speaks, he's friendly. He is a man who goes by the law and holds on tightly to his principals. He might be stubborn but never stops trying. He is my daddy.
Daddy pampered me a lot, satisfying every need of mine. From education all the way to shopping. :)
Since young, daddy has been here for me for every single occasion in my life, be it the big ones or the small ones. Daddy was the one who carried me around when I was a baby. When it is time for me to enter kindergarten, daddy never stops persuading me to go to school even though I'm so reluctant to. He never once lays his hands on me. He will just talk to me patiently. When I was in primary school, I already knew how much I loathe artwork. And this results me in not getting my homework done. Daddy will always come to my rescue, finishing up my collage and staying beside me till midnight.
During the secondary school days, I've grown a lot bigger. But daddy still plays an important role. No matter what time I needed him to come and pick me up from school, he'll always be there waiting for me by the school gate. As a teenager, I've always attended various parties organized by friends. Daddy will be the one who fetched me to my friend's place and came picking me up later. As time goes by, I've learned to go out myself and sometimes returning home late. Although daddy is no longer my "driver", but he'll be waiting at home for me. At times, he will call me asking what is the time I'll reach home.. Where am I.. and stuff.
There was many a times, when I couldn't let my mum sign my report card because of my bad results, I would timidly handed in to my daddy, and he would signed it saying "do better the next semester"... He's been my biggest supporter for he always believe in me.
I'm a lucky child I admit. Since young, I had been given the opportunity to learn all sorts of things. I've attended mental arithmetic classes, piano classes, swimming classes and all... Including the stay-backs in school and tuitions, I had very hectic schedule. But daddy never once complains about fetching me to all these classes and paying all the amount of money. Whenever I have piano exams, daddy would be the one accompanying me, waiting me outside the exam room.
There is this one incident which I could remember vividly was, the 1st time I boarded on a plane. That was when I know I had air-sick. I couldn't help but vomiting through my whole journey, even to the extend of annoying people sitting close to me. Sister said " Can you please control yourself, and try not to vomit?"
Mummy said, "Get some sleep, then you won't be vomiting"...
But only daddy put his arm on my shoulders and gave me a tight squeeze saying, "Don't worry if you need to vomit. Don't worry if you can't sleep. I'll be staying here by your side, preparing you paper bags and tissues"...

Daddy, I could never thank you enough in words, nor kissing you on the cheek like I do every night when i was young for your unconditional love and care, but I just want you to know that,
Although I might not be the best daughter in the world, but for me, you are the best daddy ever. You are truly my one and only...
Happy Father's Day!!

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Wondering why this page took ages to load... It's 0230 now.. What am i doing here instead of having my beauty sleep.. yes, I'm burning the midnight oil again... However, i was very much slacking around just now.. Was only doing simple revisions while listening to the radio.. I randomly picked a channel and was stuck at it for about half an hour... Old and new songs were played.. The deejay was reading out some sms-es on air... Then one particular song caught my attention... It was also the last song i heard before i off the radio and resumed my studies...

Song name: 好听
Lyrics:
你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说的甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续
你说的话 忠那么好听
你爱不爱 我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力 (我却没那么聪明)
你说的话 忠那么好听
你爱不爱 我不想确定
我会关掉你送我的手机
然后 静静 不去理
(静静 是再也不去理)

Hmmm.. This song got me ponder... When love comes, perhaps one will really be blinded and becomes not so smart anymore...
Whatever u hear from ur lover sounds good and nice...
And now i wonder, I've already been stupid, but why haven't i turn smarter now? Or is it I'll be like this for long...
Not gonna think too much although I'm being emotional again.. What I'll do next is resume studying.. or perhaps get some good night's sleep... before i turn myself into a panda bear with my dark eyes circle...


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It's now 1711.. Just had my piano class, and i should be studying now instead of sitting here typing this... I'm supposed to be facing all my "beloved" books rather than facing this computer monitor... And yet, I'm not doing that.. why...
Part of it is because i never know how to manage my time properly, there is this thinking that "there's still plenty of time!".... Another part is that, yes, i don't have enough self-discipline to resist the urge of having myself hooked up in front of the screens.. be it the monitor or the television... oh gosh!
Papers I'm going to have next week are tough papers.. I can't wait for the exams to be done and get over with.. But another part of me secretly hopes that time goes a little bit slower so that i wouldn't have to face it so fast.. What contradictions i have.. sigh..
Dark eye circles surfaced.. eye bags getting bigger.. Mum gotta asked me to sleep earlier... Really feel tensed by the exams.. What if.. What if i cannot do well? What if I'm back to square one taking other courses instead of pharmacy? My parents will be damn disappointed and I'll hate doing that.. I'll kill myself for sure if i can't enter degree in pharmacy.. that's what i told my sister.. I don't wanna die young by the way.. Oh gosh... I'm still in the sate of denial... not wanting to believe that I'm going to have my last 3 tough papers next week.. God bless me please!!
So much so, all these makes me misses my childhood life so much.. How nice is it being younger.. Never scare problems not being solved.. (we can always count on the adults) Never fear of having exams and all...( there will be none)
But i guess growing up is a process everyone have to go through... Recalling of the past makes each day goes on easier...
One fortunate thing that i should be happy of, is that i always hold on to a belief which is
"enjoy life to the fullest, as we only live once"... If not, i guess i already fall into depression long long time ago..


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"There are too many devils, too few angels"... This is the personal message of a friend in msn... That night we chatted for a while about his intention of typing out this line.. It all started when i told him about the usage of many and much... The difference between uncountable and countable.. Well, that is not the point...
The point is what my friend told me reminded me one of my previous posts where i wrote how upset i was with someone's attitude and stuff, about wanting a revenge and also to let the devil side of me surfaced... not to be kind anymore.. What he said was angels nowadays don't try hard enough to help.. They give up too easily fearing of getting angry of someone.. It's because they are angels, they cannot let themselves be frustrated... They need to maintain their kind-hearted, not-to-be-angry character.. When people don't listen to them, they will simply just give up without giving a second try.. they are plain selfish.. Not like the devils, when they try to influence u, they will try their best...
After chatting with him on msn, i can't help thinking am i not trying enough to help those people around me? I sometimes don't do second attempts is NOT because I'm afraid that i will be angry or something.. (I'm not an angel after all).. Sometimes it just hurts to see when people keep on making the same mistakes and i can't do anything to pull them up.. People just don't listen easily.. Then i can only give up on them pretending not to see the worse happen..
But again, am i being too selfish? Or giving up too easily? Well, maybe revenge is not a necessary thing for me to do.. but being an angel? I'm far from it...


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我知道你在想什么 你不要看着我 因为我没有什么好说
你可以哭可以走 但请不要告诉我那理由
你要的我没有 你爱得我不够
我没有那些可以给你幸福的爱
你就像每个人 在嘴边说着可以爱我一生
看起来真没可能 (看起来你真的没可能)
你可以走你可以找到一个人 你可以找到别的地方过一生
你不要说你不想离开我 什么都没有错
要怪就怪幸福没来过
你可以去选择 一生都一个人 你可以没有我过更精彩一生
你不需要看过来 看我为你痛苦 因为你不用再为我付出
像我这样的人 是少有的愚笨
我的感情不够照顾你一生 你恨时间情人时节并未有平等
你可以走你可以找到一个人 你可以找到别的地方过一生
你不要说你不想离开我 什么都没有错 要怪就怪幸福没来过
你可以去选择一生都一个人 你如果没有我有更多人在等
你不需要看过来 对我说声
goodbye 因为我再不是你什么人
现在我感受的痛苦是你未来幸福

A song that i didn't pay much attention although it has linger around in my mp3 list for quite some time.. until there's one night, my sister told me how much she love this song and asked me to take notice of its lyrics...
I found the song quite touching but i wonder how many people could be as great in love like the singer has sing, only sacrificing without needing any payback...
However, there's nothing call fair and square in relationships... People are selfish after all especially when they are in love.. and dealing with their loved ones..


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