My life, My memory, My dream: October 2011

And this is what I did... But I studied! (Only a slower progress.. >_<)

Oh wait! It's not even close to a break... This only means I'm confined at home studying all day and all night before finals start. My ~~ONLY~~ motivations to study - to get my graduation cert and be done with uni life! And also, to realise a dream which belongs to us (my dear and I). To motivate me, she found these for me... So sweet of her =)

Top left: It's gonna be our future study room she said... And the others are for me to hypnotize myself into study mode.

p/s: Can't wait for exams to end. Already thinking what to do after that.. :p

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On this day, my dear had an ~~little~~ accident... I know how upset she is and I feel I should be by her side, to giver her the warmth and support that she needs. I offered to pick her up from work, but she's working late and her colleague will send her home. But then, I know there's something I can do. I could drive out and at least create an opportunity to meet up. And so, while waiting for her to finish work... Starbucks is the best choice to sit around =)

Best companions ever - BFF and Bunnie

I called dear when she's about to off work and told her I was at Cheras. I could hear her voice talked in rush excitement - I knew I made the right choice to come out. While waiting some more for her to reach, I did a little pampering by buying her a Creme Brulee Macchiato, just to make her feel a little bit better.

I never attempted to ask dear to be more happy, nor ask her to be more positive - because I knew what she needed at the moment is to complain, and rant, and curse on everything. When tomorrow comes, she'll be the cheerful girl again. Eventhough we were complaining about all the unfortunate events that happened to us, we could still laugh and joke. And I think, that's what are friends for - to be able to laugh together no matter how bad things are. We are just there to support each other even if the sky falls.

And tonight, together we made an agreement...

We can still have a little fun although there's only 3 of us :p

Other than the agreement, we taught ourselves the top 5 ways to cry when we are upset...

Dear's Creme Brulee Macchiato are full of her writings...

And lastly, not to forget the pictures of the night...

Although we were wore dark color clothings, but we always carry our smiles whenever we are together =)

Joy of the night: I received 2 "Thank You" messages from both my dear and BFF, because I brought them laughter, they said.

But little did they know, I was even more happier to see them smiling broadly.

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Sunday is a day for relaxing and chilling at home - for most people I guess. To recharge and rejuvenate to face the first working/studying of the week (Monday). I only had 3 hours of sleep on the night before, and I know I can always choose to stay at home, sleeping away for the rest of the day... Like many other people. But, Sunday has another meaning to me. Sunday = family day. A day should be spent fully with my loved ones no matter how tired I am.

Although waking up being cranky and groggy, seeing the beautiful weather made me smile. It has been sometime since I see clear blue skies with white clouds. It's good to breath in fresh air... My mood was lifted up almost immediately.

No way I can still feel sleepy at this beautiful weather =)

There's an arranged lunch today with the relatives from daddy's side. I grew up alongside with the cousins from mummy's side so I am not close with the cousins from daddy's side. However, as I grew up I learnt the importance of a family, and I made a lot of effort to be close with them, to keep in touch eventhough sometimes it means I have to make the initiative (I am not a very friendly person in fact...). Over the years, I've develop some bonding with them and I'm proud of myself for being able to stay close with my family.

Happiest event of the day: Seeing my niece and nephew. Although baby boy was soooo manja that he wouldn't leave my side and keep on wanting me to carry him for the whole day, I am still happy with my aching arms for the next 2 days.

They made me forget about my tiredness temporarily

The day was completed with a perfect dinner with only daddy, mummy, bro, and sis. I have been awake for more than 15 hours after only 3 hours of sleep... I still feel bliss. Thank you God for sending me a perfect family. =)

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Waking up feeling amazed over Westlife's concert from the night before, things couldn't be more happier than to gather with old friends, having a relaxing Saturday brunch. Since it's Missy Catherine's birthday a few days before - I've decided to buy her a birthday cake. It's been years since the last time I celebrated her birthday with her.

I couldn't recognize her at the first sight because she has a super long hair now! I love her in this hair, Beautiful =)

Birthday girl! And I spotted her watch, she and her Hello Kitty craze :p

Great companions during A-level days...

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....since I see them in person. I've never thought I could be in love with a boy band for such a long long time. Well, long enough that they are no longer a boy band. They are way over the age of being boys, and I too have grown up. I was in my secondary school days when I first saw them in the field having a friendly football match with our Malaysia team. While being a Malaysian, I was supposed to be shouting and supporting my country, but how could I when Shane was in sight. =)

9 years ago, dear, cousie and I went for this match. 9 years later, 3 of us again (die-hard Westlife fans) were there at the stadium to watch Westlife Gravity Tour 2011. I cheered at their appearance, smiled and sang along when I heard familiar songs that accompanied me throughout my years of growing up, and listened quietly during the slow songs. Slowly, my mind drifted away... It's like there's no one else around. Their songs were soothing to my ears, as always...

Highlight of the night: A live proposal on stage! I've never seen anyone proposed before (the kneeling on the ground while saying "Will you marry me?") and neither I've seen anyone being proposed to. And on this special night, I've witnessed a little bit of romance happening in the realistic life of ours.

My song (sadly they didn't sing this in the concert),

Once, I was the queen of your heart... And I thank you for that

p/s: For a moment, I left my heart in the stadium, reluctant to leave...

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Dearie,

The first thought I had when I heard this song is you... Sometimes I find it hard to believe that we've been there for each other for all these years. Just so you know, I'll always be here for you, now and always.

p/s: This reminds me so much of Twins's Kite and Wind - the one we learnt so hard to sing together =)

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I feel like I've back to my secondary school life - even for the briefest moment. Today's activities are just like the exact ones I did during that time. I couldn't remember how long ago was my last touch of basketball. I couldn't remember if I really ever knew how to play it. Standing at the basketball court holding the ball somehow time-traveled me back to those care-free days, where my girlfriends and I spent most time playing and fooling around after school hours. The memories of playing basketball together, going to the library, buying fruits at the school canteen... All came back like it was just yesterday.

But, in reality.. Many years had gone by. People around me had changed. I had lost contact with many of the friends in my past. I, myself had changed too. More grown up I would say, more matured. Losing contact with my friends is one thing i can never get used to, no matter how many times it happened. I understand that when we reach some point of life, people around us move on and we part ways. So, to my friends I'm having now... I'll make the best of it before we move on to the next stage of life where we will lose each other.

To my dear, we'll somehow find a way to realise our goal someday, the one we've been dreaming for for years...

To my close friends, we'll create as many happy memories as we can.

To Step G., we'll try hard to reunite although we are parting ways next year.

And lastly, to my BFF, we'll make some changes so that one day when I cross ur mind u will find that I've made a difference in your life... Like how u did to mine.

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