Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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Like how the lyrics I've posted, I need a way badly to search for my love again...
Of all the events happened, I've lost confidence in love after all. Too many bad examples occurred around me and my friends. I even have the thinking of "Guys are just not reliable!" Oh gosh... Even without all these examples, I guess I've trapped myself in my very own experience for too long and can't seem to move on. There might be someone out there who's treating me quite fine, but I just can't find the way to accept new things, new relationship, a new love. There's no way to open up my heart once again. It might be I'm still waiting for my 'the one' before I could pick up my courage to love again, to build my confidence again. This song makes me searching the feel to love and being loved for the first time. I'm missing the feelings of loving someone secretly... being jealous of little things... caring someone unknowingly ... guessing the thoughts of each other's.. falling in love for the first time...
Now I understand why some people said, when your first love comes along, and when it disappears, all these feelings will disappear altogether. That's because after the experience of first love, be it bitter or sweet, one will not be stupid enough to love secretly again...