It's the first time in these 6 years, I have forgotten to be the first one to wish you Happy Birthday. I couldn't believe myself when I woke up this morning realising that you did not crossed my mind at all when the clock struck 12 last night. Last year, I almost forgot but didn't. This year I guess, you are finally out of my mind. I can finally stop feeling being obliged to be...
24th, The Eve This year's eve wasn't planned at all. Dear and I only decided to meet up and then to follow the flow. Today started late - we said to meet by noon, but we ended up seeing each other at 7pm. Everywhere is full house at The Curve. Sis joined us for dinner, and due to her tight schedule we found an authentic Thai restaurant cum bar. I swear, that could have been...
Someone just asked me this, "From STPM to A-levels... until Pharmacy today, your goal and vision is identical.. Why lost this time?" Looking at this, I didn't know what to answer. Yes, I've came so far so why am I giving up now. I said "I thought I could see my future, but now I don't know what's my purpose anymore..." Then he continued, "You are still seeing it, you are still walking towards it....
I can hear Christmas bells ringing... It's only 10 days away from Christmas! Everything around me is Christmas-sy feel now ♥ My current wallpaper, okayyy I'm a little over obsessed with Ginger recently... My first Christmas gift of the year , pretty isn't it? ^^ Another early Christmas gift, cute & comfy neck rest And not to forget all the Christmas shopping for my loved ones, these are only a part of the buyings. I'm broke! ...
I'm giving you all my blessings...I had been looking forward to this day, to meet your groom - the love of your life, and also to reunite with the long-time-no-see relatives. I miss the cousins, nephews, and nieces! Only on special occasions like these only we are able to meet. Relatives from Singapore, Segamat, and Seremban mostly came for this wedding dinner. It feels like a KL-Selangor one day trip for sister and I. We rushed...
When I have family and friends that stand by me when I'm at my lowest moment,When I have my dear to catch me from back if I fall, Me, Bunnie, and Gongcha but you're not here... A comforting lunch with friends which lasted for 4 hours Another day with love - with lots of shopping, talking and sharing heart-to-heart The sisters *heart* Longchamp Gingerbread man and Bow are shhoooo cute! But somehow, the emptiness in...
When I know you are here to bring me an early Christmas. I was serious when I said I didn't wanna share this with others as that moment only belonged to us. ...
Ever since the fall, my phone had never stopped ringing - from text messages to whatsapp to line to fb messages, and telephone calls. I know people around me are worrying about me, but I just do not have the mood to entertain any of them. If there is a choice, I would want to swallow myself into darkness and have zero contact with the outside world. The thought of graduating a year later is...
When I thought things are finally getting better, when I thought I could see the road ahead of me, reality tells me otherwise. I wasn't working hard enough, I wasn't good enough... That must be it. It was entirely my fault so I'm not blaming anyone nor blaming it to luck. I never believed in luck as I know when there's no effort, there's no gain. I told myself to work extra hard, to strive...
