and ironically I love blogging at rush hour like this. I seem to feel more de-stress, more relaxed when i am writing in my comfort zone. It's always this way --- all problems come at once, when there are busy schedule and tight deadlines. There are reports and presentations, assignments, quizzes and early mornings wake-ups. The ending is coming, and I shall survive. p/s: Despite all the busy work, I still think of you. Even...
The dictionary says it's something coming without warning, unforeseen, surprisingly. I guess I've never really encounter something unexpected until tonight. I was thinking of all possibilities, but never thought that the problem is such a huge one. It is something that you will remember for life, even if it's solved. It is something which will leave a scar even the wound healed. How could that have happened? The only thing I could afford after knowing the truth...
doesn't seems to be a problem when your messages came at the right time, when me needed comfort - although you are 9000 miles away. You said you will send me all your love from far, and I melted right away with just a picture you sent. "That was a trick, you sneaky boy!" I said. And you said I'm silly. You always know the right way to lift the curve of my mouth, don't...
It was a hasty decision. Dear asked if I would like to go for a short trip in Cameron, with the condition I've got to skip Friday and Saturday classes. I normally don't go absent for trips - I've burned air tickets for many times. However, this time my heart said I should go, I need this getaway. I need a breather badly. On the very last minute, I texted her and said I'm joining,...
I've never had this feeling before. My heart shudders in a sudden. It's like a really really bad thing is gonna happen, but I don't know what is it. Please don't let my feelings control me. Please tell me that I'm thinking too much. I need sleep, maybe. To sleep this bad omen away. p/s: I'll be away. Miss me when I'm gone. ...
I don't mind if you come and read whatever I write - I mean if I am to have a blog, of course there will be blog readers. I expect people to read my status and comments from fb, and my tweets too. But, reading and knowing for yourself is all you need to do. Don't you ever judge me from my writings and come asking me. I'll tell if I want to. ...
Late afternoon chat which leads to this epic conversation, Me: Dear, do you think you can live without me? You: Of course, just that it's more difficult. Me: Totally agree. There's no one person who can't live without another in this world; it's only the matter of leading a more difficult life. You: Yea.. It'll be hard to live without you... Me: It's hard for me to live without you too. =) So, tell me...
when my family thinks that I'm with my friends, and my friends think that I'm at home... But the fact is I'm here all alone searching for the tranquility for my disturbed mind these days. I feel at ease... ...
...not so fine, when there's more silence than talking. If only I could look through your eyes and understand you even without words exchanged. But, I couldn't do that. Your genie can only do this much - to call and say hi. I said I'll give up, and you asked "giving up so easily?". Well, it's not easy really. As much as I wanted to stay by your side, like how you stood by me when I...
Isn't it lovely to discover this pinned on the notice board secretly by your beloved one on a gloomy morning? Isn't it a motivation to start your day ahead thinking that someone out there cares if you smile or not today? For you my dear, I've smiled =) I can smile, even if it's not easy at times. Thought of the day: How sad if you are my only reason to smile now... ...
It's not easy to find a bunch of crazieeee friends, and it's even harder to get them kind and loyal despite being crazy. How could i not count my blessings if I own them, knowing they will be here if I need them. I couldn't count the number of times we had a gathering / party like this. But, I could count the number of times left for us to spend together. The day we...
It's the water dragon year! Very quickly, CNY 2012 ended with me writing this while fireworks boom-ing outside my house. CNY is always about family, however there's a little too much of drama going on this year. Despite all this family feud, I find myself enjoying although not throughout the whole holiday, but most of it. CNY is about spring-cleaning, reunion, having feast, and gambling. Wednesday (18/1), the night I had reunion dinner with Step G....
I don't feel myself lately. I am happy at this second, then depressed at the next. I am constantly in need of other people and things to distract my attention. I am very much toned-down these days, not as excited as before. I don't jump in joy screaming even if I'm really, like really happy. Smile is the only one thing I can afford. I was not aware of how emotional I am these days...
