Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit the new low
You're faking the smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

Sometimes the system goes on a blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion where you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

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In fact this song doesn't sound like I'm having a bad day. But the fact is, I really had a bad day. It is my sky which is fading into gray. It is my passion that is disappearing. My sadness and disappointment is so obviously written on my face that I couldn't even fake out a smile. I lost my appetite and couldn't find a way to gain back my confidence.
I worried my friends but is relieved they are there for me. Especially to a couple of girls who accompanied me throughout. And also to my dear.. Without you, I would be so lost.
I locked myself in the room once I reached home, and silently cried for a while. Then I cleared up my mind and told mum what had happened. She was understanding and comforted me all the way.
I never know what have I done to deserve such good parents and friends, but I'm sure glad to have done it.
To Denise: I promise that I'll be fine. Don't worry too much about me.
To jean Wei: Thank you for the accompany. Don't worry, I'll think of you very often. :)
To others: Sorry for causing such worries around you guys. I appreciate you all.
To my dear: I know you'll be here with me. I'm glad that I know you all along. *hugs*