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I have a sudden feeling to blog right now -immediately, when I am supposed to be reading my notes, trying to absorb every single words I see. But, my brain can't seems to be functioning quite well especially at this late hour but giving up is not an option. I'll just have to hang in there, and finish up whatever's unfinished.

Exactly 7 hours to go and it marks the first day of my 3rd year finals. Worried? No? I don't know... All I know is I wanna be done with study life and start working soon... I've always know that working life is not easy, so much so I heard from people around me. Everyone tells me to enjoy study life while I can, but I just can't wait to experience a different stage in my life.


This song fits my mood now - No one's gonna sleep tonight

Yea.. I am not sleeping tonight >.<
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It was a beautiful surprise that I got free ticket to his concert. There was once I was into him - his songs, his dance moves, his dramas, his tv shows. Then, slowly the interest dies off... Well, I'm not those die hard fans. But, to be able to go to his concert was not a bad thing though. Without expectation, of course the concert turned out good, at least I think so.

After his concert, he reminded me again why was I so into him last time. One of the reasons, is he is a very motivating role model. No matter how disastrous situations he faced last time, he fought all of it with courage and always have an optimistic mind - it's like always telling himself "Tomorrow is always waiting, so do not give up..."

I think I like his character and attitude for life above everything else.


力量 - this song reminded me how to be strong....
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A perfect way to start my study break... Yes / no?


Life would be so much nicer without having to study for exams... But, this is life so might as well live with it =)



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Can never forget the moment you cried with me until sunrise came and shine upon us


Being freaking sick for the past few days, one happy thing finally happens. A best friend came to town! We have known 5 years ago, and have been close to each other until she went for India to further her studies. I remembered I cried a river when I went to see her off at the airport... It was hard for us to keep in touch especially the line at her place was terrible! Her place where she stayed was very much not developed, with terrible transportation and food, plus a lot of dust... I had to salute her for surviving there for 2 years.


Even the distance did not kept us far away from each other. After 2 dreadful years, she made it alive back to Penang to continue on her course. Finally, it was much easier to keep track on each other's updates. Although she's not here with me, but at least I know she's in the same country as I am. In between, we got to meet a few times, and each time she made my day.


This time is not a failure. Although sick, my mood was so lifted up the moment I see her again. As usual, we spent a lot of time together - talking. We never had enough topics to elaborate on, nor have enough stories to share. Everything's which had happened between us seems to be interesting when we are listening to each other.


Miss Cindy Ooi, I am looking forward to be meeting you again. =)
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I realised I've been caption-ing all my posts title according to the days - it shows that I'm having a pack schedule everyday...

Friday went for classes as usual, and after class, dear and Mun came and picked me up from uni and went to Levain - again.. This is our new-found love, where we can go many many times without feeling bored. This is place is nicely decorated, with comfortable ambience, and of course with nice pastries. The aroma of breads filled the area as we were spending our time chatting the evening away. Perfect teatime for besties =)



Mun and I - my long lost girlfriend =)


Mun is like a long-lost friend. We were good friends when we were young, and eventually lost contact after secondary school. And now, we are hanging out again like regular friends. Glad that awkwardness do not exist between us, instead I feel comfortable chatting with her. Updating her everything about me for the recent few years back.


After Levain, Mun and I sent dear to her classes, Mun waited for Jin Wah at Cheras while I joined my parents for dinner at Sri Petaling. After weeks of craving for Korean food, and there I am.. having Korean dinner with my beloved parents and aunt's family. After dinner, Jin Wah and Mun picked dear and I again late at night. Although we thought of going to Genting at first, we finally decided on sing k at Neway... Midnight k lasted until 4am. And I reached home by 4sth...


Friday is supposed to be this way, right? Full of activities with the loved ones...

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As true as the book, I've spent all my ups and downs with my dear...

Last Wednesday, dear's parents were away from home. So, it means total freedom for both of us if I'm going over to spend a night with her. At first, we were only thinking bout that, then little did we know - we were planning on that.. and lo and behold! We carried out that plan =)


I'm not sure if we will get married at the same time, but we did dreamt of being princesses together =)



My loyal companion

It's rare for us to have a chance like that, so we didn't wanna waste our night away... We started the night with a little "yum cha" session, then we went clubbing (yes, only both of us). We were worried at first, but we were alert and things were safe... To my surprise, dear changed a lot from the first time we clubbed together.. On the dance floor, she seems to be shining brightly with her smiles, with her dance moves.. She was swaying bravely, not a hint of shy. I think UK trained her well. =)


After 2 hours of dancing, I can feel my legs killing me -especially I accidentally knocked my knee in the dark. We went for supper at mamak, while updating the score of MU vs Chelsea, a match which made mamak packed full with people (we even saw a few handsome ones)


My badly bruised knee... >.<


It was 4sth in the morning... We still didn't wanna end our night. Instead, we went for foot massage! This is my first time having foot massage at this hour, but I guess it will be the last one too. The night went on when I accompanied dear to fetch her brother to school at 7am. Morning came, and we went online for a little while more, savouring some time together and went to bed before 9am.

What a crazy night we had!! And it was like a dream came true for both of us... To be staying together.
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A rainy Tuesday


Alone in the car...


It's cold out there....


I wish I'm sleeping in this nice weather instead of studying


Finally the sky turns dark and has started to rain after a few days of torturing hot sun... Tuesdays can be annoying too as it is a schooling day, and I am most annoyed when tomorrow is another quiz waiting for me.. However, I do not feel the pressure of studying.. nor to obtain good results. Just be natural, then it's enough.


So much so for hating to study, the feeling of sitting here all alone here is rally not bad. It was soothing and calming at the same time. Looking at the drizzles out there, I can study for another few more pages of notes....




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Although Mondays can always be blue... But, if there's a great company and meaningful things to do - I guess Mondays can be happy too. =)


This is what I'm doing now...


Hopefully, I can finish my studies by tomorrow!! It's been some time studying is so luxurious and relaxing... =)


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I finally know how am I feeling when the moment for you to go has finally come.
At daytime, I took the road that you had taught me before, so that it will forever remained fresh in my memory...

Before night falls, I was not feeling anything - I thought I'll be okay.. I thought I'll be cool with you leaving soon.

On the way to the airport, my mood is still very hyperactive - I talked and laughed with the others...

Upon reaching the airport, gloominess seems to have filled the air, but the feeling is still bearable as everyone is still having fun time - and most importantly I haven't got to see you yet, as like always.. you're late again!! You're even late to catch the plane... >.<

The moment I saw you reaching the airport and walked towards us, my heart skipped a beat.. It tells me that you are really really gonna leave soon...

There was not enough time for catch-up or having private talks with you.. We only took a few pictures and it's time for you to check in. Arriving at the departure hall, my heart feels so heavy like there's an unmoved big rock in it... But my tears won't flow even I saw dear's tears flowing freely... I stood there like a stone, hoping this moment can stay for another minute. Then, you patted my head saying to meet me again one year later and then turned your back to leave - never turning back again. Seeing your back moving farther and farther away.. I finally know - you left.

On the way back, I was silent in the car - all memories of us hanging out together flooded my brain, and I can't think of anything else... I know I will be missing you for a long long time.

When I was driving back alone, I could feel emptiness in my heart.. as if something has gone missing when I look at the familiar road that we used to carpool together. My heart feels heavier when I saw your ex-company just located outside my house, knowing that you are not working here anymore.. I no longer will see your car parked outside here, nor knowing you will play basketball at the playground behind my house...


At this moment, I only wanna to say "I hate you for staying so close to me!! Now wherever I go, I can only think of you!"


However, I know you left for good reasons, and all of us will be here to welcome when you come back to home.


To my best friend of many years, you had gave me a roller coaster ride of feelings today... Hated you, but loved you all the same. Like the last text I received from you, I would like to tell you the same "See you again one year later!" =)
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