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I promised him (The Best Friend) that I will sleep by 1am tonight, but I have a sudden urge to post this up - like right now, immediately. I am always like this when it comes to blogging. I can only post when my writing mood falls at the right place, and right time. 

Our friendship is developing fast, in just a few months we found us confiding in each other - having heart-to-heart talks, which I find it amazing myself as I am not a person who opens up easily. The reason behind is because I find him thinking very alike to me, sometimes I think he can read my mind *creeps* What triggers me to write this tonight at this hour (even reluctant to sleep) is because... I suddenly realise, our friendship might come to an end soon... not as literally end but we won't be as close as now in the future as we will part ways. So, this post will be kept as a memory =)

There are many times I was surprised by the way he replies me... Our conversation leads me remembering every word he said as those words did touched me deeply. He can say things like "If u die.. I'll die with u...", "I actually trust u more than anyone", "I just got up.. Dont feel like replying anyone except u". And each time he said those things, i know he meant every word. 

But, there was one particular conversation which left me teary eye... I didn't know why I teared but maybe because I was emotional that night, and he calmed me down. 

Me: G**** can't always be with u right?
BFF: Yea...
Me:Will u bu shi de if I leave someday?
BFF: Of course.. but i believe u won't disappear
ME: What if I do someday?
BFF: I trust u wont
Me: If? Will I be forgiven?
BFF: If.. I trust u will reappear.. I trust u.. I dont really trust people
Me: Even someday u find me betraying ur trust?
BFF: Will u?
Me: Well.. No one knows the future...
BFF: I trust u won't, if u really betray me, I trust u will have a very good reason...

His faith in me left my vision blurred with tears while I stared at the phone. I didn't know that someone could trust me this much (except for my dear of course...). It's his determination to trust me that touched me. Somehow I wish his determination is not only until this extend. I wish he has more faith in himself. I hope that he can believe that he deserves better and not always only wishing the best for someone else instead of himself. He is a person with a complex mind, where he has difficulty simplifying things I guess. He has a lot of thoughts running in his mind every now and then, and he gives me the feeling of he's constantly upset, but trying to put up a strong front, a happy face. And these few nights, I know.... he's really really upset. Please do cheer up, my dear friend! Do remember, no one will be as important to you as yourself should be.


Companion for drinkssss... 

He who needs multiple alarms to wake himself  up, but can wake as early as 6am to morning call me... 

This kind of best friend... Where to get one? =)
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She's a cutie pie who never fails to make me smile, even on my gloomiest days. =) So tempted to pinch her chubby cheeks, but never had the heart to do so as she's just too adorable. Look at her *wink* Simply eye-catching even she's only 4 months old. =D

Meet Baby Arielle!

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Missy Catherine is finally back at home!  I can't believe how fast time flies... She has been away from home, from friends for the past 3 years, and now returned as a proud degree holder of the bachelor of acturial science. Oh dear, how I wish I can join your league to be the graduate soon! 

Few days ago...

A message was lying in my fb inbox, and then I saw this "Hey dear i bought ur bilberry longchamp ya... my flight is on wed 10.35pm... see u in msia la... hehe". Short and sweet - but missy, can you please notify me in advance (if there's next time) and not the night before u flew back... I was surprised because you told me you are not planning on return anytime soon! Anyhow, I'm glad that you are back and can't wait to see you. =)

p/s: And thanks for the Longchamp bag! It's so super sweet of you ^^

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...Although I'm awfully sick, for 2 weeks. Fever had subsided, sore throat had healed, flu is long gone, BUT the cough won't just go away despite my efforts of staying away from cold drinks (okay.. I didn't try hard enough maybe) and fried food. Last weekend was exceptionally happy as I have a great company, and meeting great people. At first I thought I won't be meeting my dear for this week as she's sick too! Hers is a tiny bit more serious than my condition... But I guess sickness didn't stop us from hanging out. The plan was... Party all night + she's staying over at my place! Yay!! *screaming with joy*

Dear got free tickets to The Arthur's Concert, but we were washed with huge disappointment as the concert was a quite-boring one! Even Taio Cruz's performance didn't made it up for us.. and so we left  before the whole thing ends.. and still we were trapped in the jam for 2 freaking hours!

Looking helplessly at the cars piling up...

By the time we got out from the carpark, it's already 2am... but, wait! The late hour did not stop the patients from having another round of joy. After moving our bodies so much during the concert, we decided to grab some late night snack and join the guys (they are not supposed to be known!) for drinks at our private hang-out place. Dear and I were being good, we only drank Pokka tea =). The night was warm, and our laughter + coughing broke the silence... Friends are still the best. 

As for the rest of the night, I'll let the photos do the talking. I've only got a few as some are still in dear's iphone.

Theme of the night: Black
Curi this photo from my dear's fb. We *heart* this!

Reaching home by 5am, and we needa sneak into the house but our plan failed as the super-responsible-guard came at my front gate and told us there's something hanging at the back of my car. Issshhh.. Naughty prank from the little boy! Although frustrated, but dear and I can't help but to burst out in laughter... And luckily my family were still sleeping soundly. We tip-toed back into the house, and spent the last hour before sunrise bathing + a little bit of talking. Finally, it's sleeping time for the patients at 7am after medication. We are just crazy when we are together! 

After 7 hours of sleep, we were awakened by multiple phone calls. Even not because of those calls, we could have been awake due to the hot weather. After last night's craziness, it's time for us to slow down our pace and chill for the rest of the day. We drove out to Sunway to meet my cousin brother, whom is more like a friend to me than a relative. It's been some time since I met him, and I kinda miss him... Then we had our first meal of the day at 5pm in Bubba Gump Shrimp, we made the right decision as shrimps are our favourites! Still trying to be good, we only ordered hot drinks + steamed food. 

The perfect girl's outing =)
After photos-snapping with cousie and bidding goodbye, we headed home. And... stupid me for not knowing that I need to touch the "save" button when I take photos using apps ----> no photosss!! Only left those taken with the normal camera without effects.. >.<

The only photo with cousie...
The night ended perfectly with me having dinner with my beloved family. =) 

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There are so many thoughts running inside me these days. The past, the present, the future. I've been recalling, reminiscing, imagining. Recently, I've got really close to a friend, whom I find us thinking alike in many ways. It's pretty fast that we turned into best friends from normal friends. In only a few months, we could tell each other everything, well almost. He makes me sees another side of myself, which I know it existed within me, but I didn't acknowledge it. However, being around him emphasizes this side of me. The true-est side of me - which I am not ready to reveal it, yet. Maybe never. 


Everyone needs to keep a little secret, right? As for now, I will just keep this side of me buried inside... deep within. 



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... and i'm sick! It's Friday night again... (oopss!) 12am had passed. Saturday came. Break is coming to an end, and I'm so reluctant to return to reality! It's gonna be so busy all over again, and I can't wait for this year to end. Time just flew by, and it's September again. Everytime when I realise time just went by like this, I will stop in my track, asking myself "What have I done?" 


Many a times, I couldn't recall doing something meaningful. Whatever I'm doing now, is what I have did in the past. Yes, I am repeating my actions over and over again, only on a different time, at different places, with different people. I don't know if consistency is a good thing, but I guess it makes me who I am. Somehow, I know when next year comes, I will have to make a difference. I will learn to be different.


Next week is another beginning. It's time to strive forward.



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.... yea again. I know. I couldn't count the times of my car being in and out of the car factory. It seems the boss of recognizes my dad, my car. Ever since the first purchase of my beloved Myvi / "ugly blue" - so some friends of mine call it that way >.< , I cannot recall how many accidents I've met - small and major ones. And most times, no matter how careful I am, people came and banged at my car. I wonder why...


Even I parked at a proper parking place, with no obstruction to the traffic, my car was scratched. There was another time when my car plat numbers were stolen! Why choose my car? Why me? I couldn't understand why.


I guess I need to go to the nearest temple and have do some praying. 


p/s: Dear God, please protect me from further road accidents, because if You do not... I'm afraid I'll die from heart attack soon.. 
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