I wonder what triggered me to type out this piece of post...I'm slowly losing myself i can feel...I'm not my usual self...In front of everyone else, I'm still the same...Not wanting anyone to see through me through my facial expressions...I might not be a kind person, but i can always think for others...Placing myself in another person's shoes.. trying to help whenever possible...Being friendly in each situations...But why.. i wonder why... some people just can't...
Having insomnia nowadays... very hard to get proper sleep in the night..Every night also need to wait until 3 or 4 in the morning only can fall asleep..Even fell asleep dy, also will wake up almost every hour... Makes me lose my concentration during the day.. It's very tiring..I'm tired of tossing and turning finding the perfect position to fall asleep..I'm tired of forcing myself to free my mind from any thoughts...I'm tired of looking...
I had a good time...
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 / BY MINA LEONG
Sun (20/5), i had some great time to waste! yes, it's waste... haha..As my birthday present from wei zheng, he said he'll bring me out for movie and buy me a dinner.. We went to One U... We reached there quite early... About 5pm.. We were fortunate to have a car park space within 10minutes.. And also bought our movie tickets within 10minutes too.. We have to wait for our movie from 5.30pm to 9.30pm......
Belated Birthday...
Sunday, May 20, 2007 / BY MINA LEONG
What i didn't expect was there's another birthday celebration for me... My coll mates had the effort to celebrate my birthday with me yesterday after my extra class in coll.. We went to Mid Valley.. There weren't many surprises but they were my great company... To dear Cindy and Robin, i really appreciated the effort of buying me a cake and trying to hide it from me to create me a surprise... And then also,...
Turning 20...
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 / BY MINA LEONG
The clock strikes 12 when I'm typing this piece of post... And it just means my birthday is gone... Just like this... Well, this year's birthday is a simple one for me.. As I'm having my examinations currently.. Although simple but it's sweet enough for me to remember this birthday which brings me another year closer to adulthood...It seems like, when I'm younger, i always wished that i would be a grown-up soon.. But as...
Suffering...
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 / BY MINA LEONG
To wait for the answer is very suffering...To yearn for the truth is very suffering...To ignore the "as-a-matter-of-fact" look on his face is very suffering...To not notice that the fact has already happened is very suffering...To suppress my feelings now is very suffering... ...
夜的宁静是时候好好反省 月的阴晴圆缺就像我的心夜下着雨天在哭泣 不知道何时才放晴 我忽然非常想念你你的背影让我失去了理性 你的放弃让我迷失了自己你的离去就像刺青 永远烙印在我的心是如此痛 而如此的美丽我努力的想哭泣 却哭不出泪滴一次又一次的灰心 才发现早已麻痹终于发现自己 已经不在乎你 原来分手也能如此安宁原来分手也能如此安宁 我要什么时候才会醒过来。。。我要什么时候才会不再在乎你和你的感受。。。 我要什么时候才不会常常想起你。。。我要到什么时候才能得到安宁。。。 Time can help to deal with emptiness,Time can help to deal with the loss,Time can help to ease the excruciating pain,But never expect time to erase the memories from past entirely,Never expect time to fade away the scars which is left eternally.... ...
Tonight is an unforgettable night for me.. 2 nights ago, i received a surprise call from a friend who i haven't seen for 10 years.. A primary school mate... She asked me out tonight for an outing for a few friends.. We've been very close friends during primary 1,2 and 3.. then we actually lost contact after that as i went for my PTS class.. I still remembered how upset 4 of us were... They...
我问为什么 那女孩传简讯给我而你为什么 不解释 底这头沉默我该相信你恨爱我 不愿意敷衍我还是明白白你已不想挽回什么想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了自尊常常讲人拖着 把爱都走曲折假装撩解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受我怀念的是无话不说 我怀念的是一起做梦我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌记得那片星空 最近的右手 最暖的胸口 （谁记得） 谁忘了我怀念的是无言感动 我怀念的是绝对炽热我怀念的是你很激动 求我原谅包得我都痛我记得你在背后 我记得我颤抖着记得感觉汹涌 最美的焰火 最长的相拥谁爱得太自由 谁过头太远了谁要走我的心 谁忘了那就是承诺谁自顾自地走 谁忘了跟着我谁让爱变沉重 谁忘了要给你温柔（我怀念的） 我还有想要爱你的冲动我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌记得那片星空 最近的右手 最暖的胸口我放手 我让座 假洒脱 谁懂我多莫不拾得太爱了 所以我 没有哭 没有说 A song that i love very much recently...This song seems to remind me of a love story...What i miss is receiving your phone calls and sms-es after we've quarreled...What i miss is being angry at you for all the...
Where have all the stars gone...
Thursday, May 03, 2007 / BY MINA LEONG
Tonight, on the way back home from dinner with my daddy, brother and sister, i looked upon the sky and saw a very round moon - a full moon.. then i saw that there aren't any stars in the sky... I realized it's been a while since i look up into the sky... I've always enjoy star watching since i was small.. It always looks nice to see the starts shining brightly... i still remember...
