Went for a movie date with my darling and managed to watch.. *drum rolls*
THE DARK KNIGHT!
It was rated 5 stars from the movie review in The Star papers (this was told to me by a friend whom I accidentally bumped into while I was at MidValley) And so, the more I'm looking forward to this movie.

Although darling only managed to buy second row from the screen, the movie is still worth my sore neck from the result of looking up too much plus my uncomfortable back from slumping and slouching myself low in the chair to get a better view. Darling decided to just buy the movie tickets after I not noticing the 7 missed calls from her. *guilty*

Anyway, back to the movie... it's like those Batman movies is the past, this is all action-packed with lots of gunshots and explosions. And of course not to left out the handsome and macho superhero - Batman, a role played by Christian Bale... There some lines which I found I really like during the end of the movie...

This is all the while a high anticipated movie... but bear in mind not to set your expectations too high or you might be disappointed. But for me, I'm truly satisfied with this. It worths my 2 and a half hours + RM12. Friday night was spent nicely with darling... =) *smiling very contently*

Never in my life I felt so unfortunate... It's really like a curse - unfortunate events kept on happening to me, as if reminding me that life is not always perfect, that life is not always in my control. And I hate that very much.

I've been driving since 10.30am this morning until 12.30pm noon, just for the sake of certifying my PTPTN documents and collecting my temporary result slip. Before this, I've been very busy with this PTPTN thingy and went to various places to get my things done - but all turned into wasted efforts. 2 days before this, I went to PTPTN centre to get my SSPN account number, but didn't got it at last because my data hasn't reach them yet. Then I went back to former school - Sentosa to get my documents certified. The principal went out to eat... Eat at 10am?! Secondary school has nothing to do nowadays? He's too free? GOSH! Wasted mine and dad's time the whole morning which earn us nothing at all.

Today I have no class and thought of getting my things done. Again, I went to Sentosa to certify those documents and was told that principal is on sick leave. Not in again?! Then, the clerk told me that I could ask the principal from the primary school next to us to certify for me. And so I went, and I was told that this principal is on leave - went back to Penang. At that point.. I was thinking "Why am I in such bad luck?"

Then, I thought maybe I could go back to my college to collect my result slip first and then think of other places which I can certify those documents. When I reached college, the admin staff (I'm not going to write out her name) wanted to go for lunch. When I told her I was there to collect my result slip, she told me to come back an hour later. I told her I need to go off dy - to go look for people to certify my documents. Her face darken immediately... She took out the file record so unwillingly and it's just because I took 5 minutes out of her lunch hour. But again, how am i supposed to know her lunch hour is 11am?! What's wrong with people nowadays.. DO they need to eat lunch at 10am and 11am... I'm so confused! She asked for my candidate's number, and it's my fault that I gave her the old number instead of the new number. When she finally found my result (only 5 mins has passed by the way)...
She: What did you told me just now?
Me : 0823.
She: Your candidate number is not this, is 0312.
Me : I'm really sorry that I gave you the old number.
She: *silents* but face dark like hell... Then she tossed me a pen and asked me to sign.
Me : *signed and mumbled a thanks*
She: Why didn't write today's date?!
Me : I didn't know.. sorry.. *faster wrote today's date*
Then her desk phone rings.. and so she answers.. speaking so softly and politely, and she even smiles and laughs!! I was like "What the hell!!I only used up 5 mins of your lunch hour plus I don't even know your lunch is 11am and you showed me your sour face to me like I owed you money for 10 decades..." I felt so innocent and helpless as for being blamed for something I don't even know that I'm wrong!!

I am already in a very filthy mood because after so many attempts to certify my documents has failed + whenever I go, the parking space is damn hard to find. And here I am, as a student to collect my own result slip have to see this kind of face. it's her job to give it to me, why can't she do it nicely. The most disappointing thing is we actually know each other... Our results has always been handled by her for the past 1 and a half years. We took pictures together, and I even treated her J.Co Doughnuts before.. And look how she treats me when I innocently went and collect my result slip from her. Bloody hell!!

After all these, I called a friend and finally found out that nearby college, there's a law firm which certify our PTPTN documents. I went and on my way up the stairs ( it's located at 2nd floor), the lawyer was coming down. I was talking with the intercom and the secretary told me the lawyer just came down.. And then the woman who was coming down the stairs spoke to me.
She: I am the lawyer upstairs. Are you looking for me?
Me : Yes, to look for you to certify my documents.
She: I'm actually in a hurry to an urgent meeting. Can you come back in an hour's time?
Me : Uhmm.. I guess I can.. (heart was thinking - What? Again?!)
She: Is there many documents for me to sign?
Me : Actually there's only a few...
She : Well, I think I can spare you 5 minutes. It's no point for you to come back an hour later. *smiles sweetly*
Then she invited me to her office and told me "Have a seat please." I was taking her time for an important meeting and she even said "please" to me.. She was a very friendly lady and asked what course I'm doing and stuff. After signing all, she was saying "Come.. Let's go downstairs together." I then asked "Do I need to pay for the certified documents?" She replied, "There's nothing to pay my dear. It's such a small matter." Again, she's smiling so sweetly.

At that moment, I was already thanking her for her kind deeds over and over again. But at the same time, I again thought of how awful the admin staff was. A stranger lawyer whom I've never met before was going for an urgent meeting can spare me more than 5 minutes to go through my documents and signed them, but a staff I've known for 2 years was going for lunch cannot even spend 5 minutes on me. How sad life is...

Unable to meet 2 principals in 2 different schools this morning... Went and collected my result slip in such a foul situation.. Finding car parks in difficult places... Worried that my car will be clamped in college and ended up paying RM2 although there' no parking anymore... Parked the car outside on the yellow line made me thought that my car will be summoned anytime... All this unfortunate events made my mood really bad.

However, getting to meet the lawyer and finally got all my things done, I guess it's a blessing in disguise. If I'm late to her law firm for just a second, she'll be out from there and I wouldn't have met her at the staircase. Although life is sometimes disappointing when I met someone I thought I could trust turns evil, but there is still kind people out there. To this lawyer whom I didn't have the time to find out her name.. Thank you very much.

Look at how different two person could be... Any type of person do exist in this world...

To ease my bad mood, I went all the way to Happy Garden and find my darling for lunch. We went for Mc D's and was forced by me to listen to all my complaints, disappointments and anger... And now, after pouring everything to darling... and after typing all these out, I'm in a much better state.

P/S: Oopss.. darling... We have a date tomorrow! Have to clean your ears and listen to me again.. Poor thing.. It's for me to release stress.. haha... Thanks a lot! Love ya... *hugs*

Daorae Korean BBQ Restaurant. This is a place which I already went for few times, and for some reason I didn't blog out a post about it before. But yet, I find it really a must to share it with friends. I guess most people already knew the existence of this restaurant because it's quite famous.

The one dish to die for is The Kimchi Jjigae which is a combination of pork, kimchi and tofu in a rich spicy kimchi soup. The taste is really fantastic and makes it a favourite for all who likes kimchi. =) Then, the BBQ dishes there were all nice. There are selections of pork, poultry, mutton of beef + marinated or non-marinated.
There will be 10 side dishes (that is a typical korean food) for each table and don't worry about the small portion.. because it's refillable! Not to forget about Korean's famous stone rice. Superb! I normally never eat that much of vegetables and I loathed mushrooms but this stone rice is irresistible.

Above all that, customer service is good. Waiters are efficient and fast-moving. With only a finger's snap, they will come to assist you. What if you're a first-time comer? Don't fret about it. There will be people teaching you how to eat it. The best part is when you're about to leave the restaurant, there will be people escorting you until the lift and kept on saying things like "Thank you", "Kamsa hamita" (thank you in Korean), "Have a nice day" and so on.. And they are actually bowing to a 90 degree. That's how respected you'll feel... A satisfied meal with a fair price is what we always want, right? This is the place you can get this.. =)

Whole table full of dishes.. Table must not be small. =p

My favourite of all - Kimchi Jjigae

The famous stone rice - must try! Although you're not a fan of vege and mushrooms.

The address for this place:
8C, Top Speed Business Center
Jalan USJ 10/1J
Taipan Triangle
47620 UEP Subang Jaya

Above address is the branch I normally go. There are a few more branches available.

I needed some time alone badly... So i decided to look for my trustworthy hairstylist at KL..

I took the train until Hang Tuah station and started a slow walk to Plaza Berjaya ( I'm lucky that the weather is nice and windy.. ) Along the way, I did a lot of thinking and pondering... But still, I can't figure out why am I so down... The longer I walk, the more I felt I'm not in the mood...

I had my haircut quietly, I'm satisfied but not particularly happy... I'm always a very simple person.. Simple things like a nice haircut, a great day of shopping, or even just a dish of my favourite food can lift up my mood... But all these don't work today... I just wanted to be alone..

After haircut, I went to Times Square and walked around... The feeling of no one knows me.. no one recognizes me is so nice. No disturbance, no one around. I tried on some shoes randomly, flicked some shirts and pants... Then, head back to Hang Tuah station - walking again.. I need plenty of walking to keep me distracted from thinking too much... but instead I thought more and more and more...

I suddenly thought of messaging a friend in the train, to thank him for "yum cha" with me last night. If not because of him, I might sink into depression dy. He's really a person who can always make me feel that life is hopeful. He taught me how to believe in miracle. How to be more confident. I was randomly saying "I didn't look at stars for so long" when I face up the sky. Then he replied "Of course lar.. u're always so lack of confidence.. always look on the floor only..." Suddenly, I realized what he said was true.

When I thought I needed him, I saw him online when I reached home. I was typing "Are u here?" Then he answered "I'm not died yet.. of course I'm here." That made me smile genuinely for the first time today. I told him I was glad that he's here.. because I'm not in the mood right now, and needed his company to make me feel better. Later on, he said he's not consoling me, because he doesn't know how to console people. I feel really nice hearing this because I don't want anyone to console me. I don't need this. It will only makes me feel depress it seems. He always know the way to lift up my spirit, and I really thank him for that. =)

I realized lately I'm becoming more impatient. Little things made me agitated. I don't listen silently. I don't sit unmovable. Everytime there's people around me, I needed a space on my own. It's like I lost my shell and wanted to crawl back into it and hide. That's very bad.. Right? But I enjoyed being alone. Not even a bit I felt bad about it. I need some time to do some thinking.. Seriously..

All by myself in the empty train....

A totally new short hair-cut...

I'm now officially a first year student of The School of Pharmacy...
Asked if I'm proud? Nope...
Asked if I'm happy? I don't know...
Asked if I'm looking forward to classes? I have no idea....

That's how lost I am. I was so looking forward to get into this school. I've been working so hard all the while. I've gone down the road so far for today... And yet, I'm not as happy as I thought I would be. And I secretly wondered why... No matter how much I ponder to myself, I couldn't figure out why am I in such a dilemma.

This is the day I've been waiting all along. And even in my prayers, I've hoped today will come to me as soon as possible. But why I couldn't seems to lift up my poor spirit? I am slowly sinking into depression and this is what I hated MOST. I never like myself being a loner and yet I am for these 2 days. I am not in the mood to mix around with my new classmates. And definitely not in the mood to exchange handphone numbers like how the others did. What I did was only giving away my number many times today when asked but not asking for their numbers in return. That's how reserved I was...

Maybe I was just frighten by my seniors and professors about how tough this course is.
Maybe I am still in my holiday mood.
Maybe I still couldn't accept my horrible timetable.
Or maybe I'm just plain tired and not ready for this....

And it might be I miss my friends.. A whole lot of it...

But I believe as time goes by, I'll be better... I'll be able to pull myself out from loneliness, like how I did many many times before. I'll enjoy classes and lab sessions. I'll like my timetable and I'll make sure that I LOVE to read and memorizing whatever I need for the next 4 years. =)

当你关上了门离开 这个房间
关上了仅有的光线 只剩想念
我还感受到温柔的幻觉
月亮的背面 写满了我们的细节

* 我的回忆种满你曾对我说过的预言
开成了一座遗憾的花园
也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街
你才会发现我留下的空缺
(没有人能完全填补的空缺)

就当作我们不熟练 不够周全
就当作我们追不上 彼此改变
我以为能完美写下句点
时间在后面 遥控了所有的情节

幸福需要的磨练 我们都误解成搁浅
活在想象的明天 忘了今天未完结

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最近很喜欢很喜欢的一首歌
怎么样听都不会觉得腻
每一次听完，都会想。。。
如果有一天我离开了， 会有人因为我的不存在而觉得寂寞吗？
留下的空缺因该会有人发觉吧
只可惜你到现在还没有发现我的离去是一个空缺。。。

Feeling guilty? Yes / No? Definitely YES...

Why? Because I've broken a promise or two.. Or might it be three or four more.. I felt bad for keeping the truths within myself, and yet after telling it out, I felt worse! I don't know am I supposed to keep my promise or not... At last, my heart tells me not to. I HAVE TO tell out the truths before the everything gets too carried away. telling a white lie is good for someone I guess... If I ever lied to you, please believe that it's for your own good. I know some people might think I'm only covering myself for lying but I whatever I did is never intended to hurt a person. Feeling truly sorry.

And now I know... Sometimes, it's really hard to keep a decent promise. Or might be this is the reason why you never keep your promises to me? I guess this must be it.
So don't ever bother if you can never fulfill it, because I already knew that you'll never be able to do what you have said in a life's time.

p/s: still, I believe that promises made are not meant to be broken... *I'm so gonna bang my head against the wall after this.. SORRY!*

The time now,
2305... (Moodiness...)