It's the first time in these 6 years, I have forgotten to be the first one to wish you Happy Birthday. I couldn't believe myself when I woke up this morning realising that you did not crossed my mind at all when the clock struck 12 last night. Last year, I almost forgot but didn't. This year I guess, you are finally out of my mind. I can finally stop feeling being obliged to be...
24th, The Eve This year's eve wasn't planned at all. Dear and I only decided to meet up and then to follow the flow. Today started late - we said to meet by noon, but we ended up seeing each other at 7pm. Everywhere is full house at The Curve. Sis joined us for dinner, and due to her tight schedule we found an authentic Thai restaurant cum bar. I swear, that could have been...
Someone just asked me this, "From STPM to A-levels... until Pharmacy today, your goal and vision is identical.. Why lost this time?" Looking at this, I didn't know what to answer. Yes, I've came so far so why am I giving up now. I said "I thought I could see my future, but now I don't know what's my purpose anymore..." Then he continued, "You are still seeing it, you are still walking towards it....
I can hear Christmas bells ringing... It's only 10 days away from Christmas! Everything around me is Christmas-sy feel now ♥ My current wallpaper, okayyy I'm a little over obsessed with Ginger recently... My first Christmas gift of the year , pretty isn't it? ^^ Another early Christmas gift, cute & comfy neck rest And not to forget all the Christmas shopping for my loved ones, these are only a part of the buyings. I'm broke! ...
I'm giving you all my blessings...I had been looking forward to this day, to meet your groom - the love of your life, and also to reunite with the long-time-no-see relatives. I miss the cousins, nephews, and nieces! Only on special occasions like these only we are able to meet. Relatives from Singapore, Segamat, and Seremban mostly came for this wedding dinner. It feels like a KL-Selangor one day trip for sister and I. We rushed...
When I have family and friends that stand by me when I'm at my lowest moment,When I have my dear to catch me from back if I fall, Me, Bunnie, and Gongcha but you're not here... A comforting lunch with friends which lasted for 4 hours Another day with love - with lots of shopping, talking and sharing heart-to-heart The sisters *heart* Longchamp Gingerbread man and Bow are shhoooo cute! But somehow, the emptiness in...
When I know you are here to bring me an early Christmas. I was serious when I said I didn't wanna share this with others as that moment only belonged to us. ...
Ever since the fall, my phone had never stopped ringing - from text messages to whatsapp to line to fb messages, and telephone calls. I know people around me are worrying about me, but I just do not have the mood to entertain any of them. If there is a choice, I would want to swallow myself into darkness and have zero contact with the outside world. The thought of graduating a year later is...
When I thought things are finally getting better, when I thought I could see the road ahead of me, reality tells me otherwise. I wasn't working hard enough, I wasn't good enough... That must be it. It was entirely my fault so I'm not blaming anyone nor blaming it to luck. I never believed in luck as I know when there's no effort, there's no gain. I told myself to work extra hard, to strive...
When you told me to just listen, and do not say anything... I thought it would be hard to as I always have things to say about what you want to tell me. However, this time I am speechless, and felt totally helpless. I do not know what I can do to help you feel better, or maybe at least temporarily forget the pain. The closest moment I am to a life and death situation,...
After 24 days, 576 hours, 34,560 minutes, and 2,073, 600 seconds... I am finally free from exams! I've been waiting and dreading for this day to come ever since study break started. I wished I could have skipped the whole 2 weeks of exam and slept those weeks away, but I still went through the exams. No matter how the outcome is, I want to temporarily shut off my thoughts about exams - at least...
Yups... I am surrounded by November babies! (all in a family actually) Year end is always happening to me cause there are a lot of celebrations going on, and when November ends, it's time for Christmas, my favourite festive season. When there are celebrations, it means pressie-buying time, and that also means I gotta starve for the next few months... But, when I see their happy faces upon pressie-opening time, I feel it's all worth...
My recent favorite song... My favorite line: 說不哭 眼淚卻止不住 畢竟曾擁有過你一段路 p/s: It made me thought of you... ...
It's an exception that I'm blogging in green today - because it's dearie's birthday! (well a belated post... actually, but am glad to have met her on her exact big-day) =) To start off with this, I promised to write her a 1000 of touching words to compensate her for the short-written birthday card I gave her. And so here I am, trying to challenge my writing skills once more, maybe not 1000 words but...
And this is what I did... But I studied! (Only a slower progress.. >_<) Oh wait! It's not even close to a break... This only means I'm confined at home studying all day and all night before finals start. My ONLY motivations to study - to get my graduation cert and be done with uni life! And also, to realise a dream which belongs to us (my dear and I). To motivate me, she found...
On this day, my dear had an little accident... I know how upset she is and I feel I should be by her side, to giver her the warmth and support that she needs. I offered to pick her up from work, but she's working late and her colleague will send her home. But then, I know there's something I can do. I could drive out and at least create an opportunity to meet up....
Sunday is a day for relaxing and chilling at home - for most people I guess. To recharge and rejuvenate to face the first working/studying of the week (Monday). I only had 3 hours of sleep on the night before, and I know I can always choose to stay at home, sleeping away for the rest of the day... Like many other people. But, Sunday has another meaning to me. Sunday = family day. A...
Waking up feeling amazed over Westlife's concert from the night before, things couldn't be more happier than to gather with old friends, having a relaxing Saturday brunch. Since it's Missy Catherine's birthday a few days before - I've decided to buy her a birthday cake. It's been years since the last time I celebrated her birthday with her. I couldn't recognize her at the first sight because she has a super long hair now! I love her in...
....since I see them in person. I've never thought I could be in love with a boy band for such a long long time. Well, long enough that they are no longer a boy band. They are way over the age of being boys, and I too have grown up. I was in my secondary school days when I first saw them in the field having a friendly football match with our Malaysia team. While...
Dearie, The first thought I had when I heard this song is you... Sometimes I find it hard to believe that we've been there for each other for all these years. Just so you know, I'll always be here for you, now and always. p/s: This reminds me so much of Twins's Kite and Wind - the one we learnt so hard to sing together =) ...
I feel like I've back to my secondary school life - even for the briefest moment. Today's activities are just like the exact ones I did during that time. I couldn't remember how long ago was my last touch of basketball. I couldn't remember if I really ever knew how to play it. Standing at the basketball court holding the ball somehow time-traveled me back to those care-free days, where my girlfriends and I spent...
I promised him (The Best Friend) that I will sleep by 1am tonight, but I have a sudden urge to post this up - like right now, immediately. I am always like this when it comes to blogging. I can only post when my writing mood falls at the right place, and right time. Our friendship is developing fast, in just a few months we found us confiding in each other - having heart-to-heart talks, which I...
