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It's hard to believe that it is this time of the year again... yes, what I'm saying is the year-end. Time really flies, and in a blink of an eye, 2007 is coming to an end. I still remembered vividly my shout-out when I first stepped into 2007 was "Hoping that 2007 will pass soon, and 2008 will come faster". And I guess, God granted my wish. I indeed went through this year as fast as a roller-coaster ride. People tells me that when I'm happy, I will feel that time passes even more quickly. And so now... I'm questioning myself, did I lead my life happily without regrets during 2007? There might be really happy moments, but I guess the regrets are still there. The same regret I had the year before, and I hope I don't carry this forward to 2008. It's been following me way too long and I don't like even the slightest bit of it.

I've always thought.. always thought... that if time passes faster, I'll forget unwanted things quickly. Oh boy, how wrong I was! There are things that are just unforgettable, irreplaceable... So I think it's best to be left alone rather than to make myself forget them. Although somethings might had happened for more than a year, the memory still stays fresh as if it only happened yesterday. I could still see many faces of myself from the past, and I'm not ready to let them go - not this moment at least.

Well, I could term year 2007 as The Year of Friendship. Why would I say that? It's because during this year itself, I've made myself quite a handful of new friends which I found myself very lucky to have meet them. Besides, I've strengthened my friendship with my current circle of friends. I admit it's kinda hard to maintain a really good friendship, but how glad am I when I managed to do it. 2007 is a crucial year for me. Without my loved ones - family and friends (you guys know who you are), I couldn't have stayed strong and positive until the end of the year. There were really very down moments and deep scars left during 2006, and I've used the entire year to make a better me. And I'm glad to say that I've gone over it. 2008 will be definitely a kick-ass year ahead, and I'm so looking forward to it.

"I'm not going to list down month by month on what I've done for this whole year, but I'll write down few highlights of the year. Well, there was this really superb fireworks at One U during my 1st day of 2007. Only a year, things changed drastically. There were 5 of us celebrating New Year's Eve then, and three of them went overseas to work already. Left only sister and I, and I'm so relieved with her presence. And then, of course the Chinese New Year which could never be missed because I really love the moment when I received those red packets - and I could tell myself, I'm temporarily rich! Besides, the family gathering is what made me happiest. Nothing beats the family dinner although it will be noisy and pack with all family members. That spells B-L-I-S-S.
Oh, and not to forget, since leaving secondary school, I've never been to it's
sports day anymore until this year... I went back there, at that stadium although for just a brief moment, but I was happy. Really.
Another very very unforgettable event... I met my friends of 11 years again. At last. How much I missed them... They celebrated my
20th birthday for me, and it nearly made me cry. I never expected them to remember my birthday after not seeing them for 11 years. Gosh. That was a long period... I shall keep in touch with them more often I promise. And I definitely will.
After longing for so long so long, I at last successfully went on a
trip to Redang on June!! The sandy beaches, crystal-clear sea and sun was just fascinating. I missed the cold breeze, the pale moonlight and bright stars. I loved it there. And I vowed, I shall return someday somehow.
After going through 10 years of piano lessons, I at last got my Grade 8 piano exam cert this year. After stopping for exams at least 3 years and some failures during my period of learning, I can now happily announce that yes, I'm a
Grade 8 cert holder. ^^
Then during the month of October, I was busy and broke because of the
prom night held by SALSA club at college. It was my first ever prom and mind me, it might be my last one. But I did enjoyed my night, so I don't mind it being my first and last time. A happy memory only needs once to lasts a lifetime.
Then... the depress moment of the year finally arrives. On
14/12/2007 it was my last day of class in college, and this simply means it will be my very last time studying together with my beloved college friends. I felt so sad to leave them.. especially my "sisters"... Miss them so much... :(
And.. last but not the least, Kien how a.k.a my
jie fu already left for US on 27th. We made him a farewell party at my place, and celebrated his birthday a month earlier. Then with a heavy heart, few of us went to KLIA to see him off. Yes, I've said 2008 will be an awaiting year for me, but it might not be for my dear. Hopefully she'll adapted to jie fu's leaving soon. She'll have my full support of course, because without her, I'll be so lost during my saddest times. It's my turn paying back her some good deeds."

Of course, time passes, but happy memories of the year gone by, will be in my heart forever. So to all my darlings, dears, sweetie-pies, whatever I used to call you guys.. thanks for making a great year with me. Thanks for leaving your foot prints in my life when I needed you all the most. So, have a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR people!!

Author's note: The journey is the reward.
May this year New Year (2008) be a step forward...
That leads you all to new roads to explore..
And new success to reach!


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I can't believe that jie fu has left... We've just held a farewell party for him last week, and now he has board the plane, on his way to US. 8 of us went to KLIA just now to bid him the last goodbye. I know it will be very hard for my dear to bear these 2 years, but she'll have to do it on her own.. with her own strength. I guess it's time for her to learn to be more independent and rely on her own.
2 years is a period of challenges and test for them. It's not a short period nor it's long. But I believe both of them will come over it. All I can say is wish him all the best and have a safe journey... Everyone of us will miss him so so badly... With my current mood now, don't think I'll be able to type further... so.. just let it be..


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Min Nah is seriously sick!!

Gosh!! I can't believe it this is the way I'm spending Christmas day... Early Christmas morning, I'm already running for the toilet, thinking that it was a mild diarrhea I'm having. And so, I went back to bed and slept till lunch time before daddy woke me up for lunch. Then after lunch, things got worse. I've went to the toilet for about 10 times (couldn't remember how many times exactly) and vomited for about 7 times... Then daddy and mummy brought me to a clinic. Now only I knew it is very hard to find an open clinic on Christmas day. Mostly were closed due to public holiday. My parents will really drive me to Taman Desa hospital if they still can't spot an open clinic.. *faint*

I was diagnosed with food poisoning (obviously)... Then I went back home, thinking I'll get well soon after medication, but how wrong I was... I couldn't even tolerate water consumption! Everything I put into my mouth will be vomited out again. That's how bad my condition was. Then I felt feverish and soon realized I had high fever. And so, I didn't dare to eat or drink anything, not that I have the appetite... sigh... I slept away the day and soon to realized Christmas day has gone by - just like that.. :(

The only good news is? I dropped 2kg just because of this. Hooray to weight loss!! ><

P/S: I'm still very sick... sigh...


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Min Nah is sick!
Or at least I think I am...

Gosh... Life is currently so depressing for me. Why in the world I'm preparing for the examinations on January, while everyone else is enjoying the festive season... (okay.. almost everyone, exclude my A-level friends). December is supposed to be the happiest month of the year, and yet I'm stuck here working my butt off to get flying colours result ( or I should say satisfactory result..)
Reasons I'm saying I'm sick? I am seriously losing sleep again for these few nights. The earliest night I hit the bed was like 3am. That was really bad...
Due to the fact that I pushed down so much of unhealthy food down my throat for the last few days didn't help much either. There was BBQ on Fri night, Mc d's and Christmas party on Sat, and fried food on Sun. All these plus the tension I'm facing, I can feel that my throat is somehow swelling.
I have this everytime my major exam comes. My lymph node will swell, and I'll need to consume antibiotics and anti-swelling medicine. According to my doctor, this is a sign of stress.. But how come I don't feel stress at all? Gosh.. But I don't wanna take medicine now, and so
NO... I won't let myself fall sick!! Although I already claimed that I am... ><
It might be I'm finding some reasons not to study... Because I'm so reluctant to open my books... My beloved text-books... I prefer to do housework more than studying.. that's a very wrong attitude.. *sighs heavily*
Now that I'm studying, I'm telling myself
"I love Chemistry"... "I love Biology"...
I hope it works...
Life couldn't get more depressing than have to study for exams during year end holidays!!

P/S: It's raining so heavily now.. See? Life indeed is depressing.. Raining on the Christmas eve.. :(
Anyway,
MERRY CHRISTMAS people!! To the ones I love, and love me... May you all be blessed with happiness always.. ^^


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These few days, I've helped dear to make few phone calls and then I left the job to her own, because I was busy on my own...
However, some of the responses are really disappointing. Some made my dear cried. Since the first day I knew my dear, she's already a person who's always been pampered by people around her. (I'm the only friend she will pamper) *honoured*
She has never need to request for something to be done for her by someone else. But this time, because of him... she seems to be begging for others to come. And this made me very angry, because I felt really sad for her.
To them, I felt VERY disappointed, even to the extend of deleting their contacts from my handphone, but I kinda stopped myself in time to do it. However I've already told myself, no matter what gatherings, outings, trips or even a simple 'yum cha' session in the future, I will
never call them again. They are blacklisted from my list of friends. Or might be to them, it's not even important - because to them, I was never a friend. If I am, then why can't they just think on behalf of dear and I?
To speak the truth, for every occasion they invited me, for every celebrations they asked me to come, since when did I not show up myself? I've always been there in time, buying them presents for birthdays and souvenirs from trips... But why can't they make up for me this time... I'm so speechless facing them... ...........
I'm indeed very disappointed - because I've really take them as my best friends in the bottom of my heart although I might not find them always. But this incident proved that I'm wrong.. I'm never a friend to them, and so now I learned who my true friends are.
I'm just so glad that the others are there for us when we needed them most...


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Christmas is around the corner, and it is this time of year meant to be shopping!
Sister and I went berserk yesterday and we shopped for 12 hours, stopping only an hour for dinner. It' kinda too much of us, because daddy and mummy came and joined us for dinner at Gardens and immediately after dinner, sis and I resumed shopping.. *faint*
We were planning only to buy Christmas gifts at MidValley but then we have a change of mind and went to Bangsar instead. We stayed there for 7 hours ( 11am-6pm ) and then headed to MidValley for the Christmas gifts. MidValley was so full with people, I could hardly walk by thorugh stalls and felt suffocated in there. Even a brief use for the washroom had me waiting in line for 20 minutes.
After my dinner, I headed to the gift wrapping centre at MidValley to have my Christmas gifts wrapped nicely. Then was this nice guy who helped me to wrap and I didn't need to fill in my name in the wailing list, so I was quite lucky to get all the presents wrapped within 20 minutes or so. :)

Advantages of shopping ( especially for girls ) :
1. You burn 100 calories for every mile you walk. Imagine me walking up and down the stairs at Bangsar boutiques as well as walking in shopping malls for 11 hours. ><

2. Skip the lunch because you'll never feel hungry while shopping. Save the lunch's money for another pair of shoes or tops and bottoms you like.

3. Gaining the satisfaction of holding on to loads of shopping bags in your hands.

4. Feeling stress-free after a long week of work or study.

5. Imagining how nice you look in your new outfit, shoes, belts, and the list goes on... ^^

The only disadvantage? I'll be broke for the next month, the next and the next... :(


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Today, 14/12/2007, marks the last day of class of my A-levels course. I've always been waiting for this day to come so that I could finish the course and be done with it. However, when today finally arrives, I realized I'm actually not that prepared to leave my course, my lecturers and especially my friends. The happiest thing joining this course is meeting friends whom I will remember for life. They have left me 1 and 1/2 years of fond memories, though there were times when we argued and got upset.
When I tried to recall back all the times we've spent together, it seems like everything had just happened yesterday, and this made me feels very heavy-hearted to say goodbye to them. Although I believe that we will of course have the chance to meet again, but there is no way we could be as close as now. I've never had such a big group of friends before in my entire life. ( I always involved only in small groups )
But during A-levels, my usual group of friends (10 of us) are always together, be it for breakfasts and lunches during breaks, birthday celebrations for everyone one of us, planning trips during sem breaks as well as have classes together.
This big group of friends even got more interesting during the beginning of this year when July 07 group joined us for Bio and Chem classes. ( I'm from April 06 intake )
Our group expanded to welcoming more people when newcomers joined in, and when we got closer still with the current classmates in class.

During this last day of class, Cat brought her digital cam to class, and we took a lot of pictures as remembrance. We took pictures of the lecturers, the class, the classmates and everything we could think of. Somehow, in the back of my mind I thought quietly to myself, "why haven't we done any of this before?"
Maybe, we humans are like this... We will only do something when we think that we won't have the chance to do it again. And so, we took pictures like mad for today. :)
Then, we planned for a dinner tonight at Pavillion.
Due to the fact that we are students and are very poor recently... :p we at last chose to eat at the food court so as to save some money for the rainy days. Then I bought some Christmas gifts for few friends, and then we proceeded to the beautiful Christmas decorations there to snap some photos. And we stayed there for long, chatting and enjoying ourselves with the satisfaction of taking many pictures. At last, Cat's camera ran out of battery but we still continued on with using handphone cameras. ( beauty of advanced technology ^^ )

Last stop of mine was at the J.Co Doughnuts and queued up for about 40 minutes to buy a dozen for my beloved family. And that was where I saw Mun Ching... ^^ She was there with her friends to buy doughnuts too. We chatted for quite some time and tried to catch up some news between us. It's really glad to see her again.
Now, I'm only waiting for the pictures of today reaches me quickly. So that I could have a copy of best memory of my A-levels. :)


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This is not my first time dining at this place - Delicious. I reckoned that most people already knew this place, and have been there. Although this place has gained it's fame and is so always full of customers, I still think I have a need to post this up, just to share with my friends - some who might not known about this place yet.
The food is nice and have wide varieties from Asian Delights all the way to Western Cuisines. And of course, never to miss out it's mouth-watering desserts. The portion of food is reasonable, and desserts are usually meant to be shared by 2 or 3.
It's prices are ranging from as low as RM 4.90 until as high as RM 40++
So, I myself think it is quite affordable to dine out here once a month, or perhaps once two months with friends and family. :)

Pictures speak a thousand words...

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Delicious as it's name!


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White lights and ceilings creating very nice ambiance.


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The comfortable cushions in different shades of my favourite blue.


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The coaster tells it all. ^^


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A hearty meal indeed.
On the middle of the table, it is
MS READ's shepherd's pie served with garden salad.


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Death by iced chocolate
- this drink is seriously very cold!



Image059 Blueberry apple crumble with vanilla ice-cream.



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Chocolicious sundae with fresh strawberries - My all-time favourite. ^^


And 2 of the main course from my previous meal...

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Aglia Olio with spicy seafood.



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Carbonara spaghetti.



So guys and girls, do try out this restaurant if you have the chance to. It's located in Bangsar Village II. Easy to find! ^^

The pictures are small, so click on it to see a larger version.


P/S: Dear, you'll definitely love this place, with the white decorations, and comfy sofa with cushions. ^^



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The 1st day of December fills me up with much joy as I went out with my girlfriends! I'm always looking forward for a nice outing with them because they are the people who knows me well, and we could always talk non-stop about everything. There is almost no secrets kept between us.
I thank god for making them my partners in crime - Shopping! We share the same interest of trying new food at new places, and almost have the same taste of picking out a movie to watch. A common thing we do everytime we meet, would be camwhoring to the max - that's because we don't let go of any chance taking photos with each other when we meet. 4 of us might have very different personalities, but we could always go out on a perfect outing. We couldn't be bother about people around us when 4 of us are together. We will just laugh our hearts out without minding the surrounding eyes which might be watching us from far because of our loud laughters.
And... today, being the adventurous us, we had a try at Shogun's japanese lunch buffet at One U. I've reserved us a table earlier on, and so it's easy for us to get a table. ^^ Once we reached One U, the 1st ever thing dear and I did was shopping. *faint* Within 20 minutes, we bought ourselves necklaces. Whereas, Wen Bin and Caryn took pictures around without dear and I. :(
The Christmas decorations at One U was nice, and we can't help ourselves but asking passer-by's to help us to take photos. We took quite a lot as we had one mission in mind - to make a scrapbook memories that only belongs to 4 of us... ( I did one for dear on her 21st birthday, and I thought I did it badly until I saw the impressed looks on dear, wen bin and caryn's faces... Little did I knew, I actually did a good job :p )
After photo-taking sessions, it's time for our lunch! Lunch is until 3.30pm with lots of varieties of food which I believe
NO ONE will be able to try out each and everything. There are so many selections that we didn't try out because we got so full after one plate of sushi each. >< We think that we are not those type of people that can-eat-all-you-want. Although it might be some wastage, but it's fun sitting comfortably with favourite friends around catching up old times and planning trip for ourselves. We talked on and on and occasionally snap some pictures. We laughed so loud until people around us might think that we are insane, not that we mind about it anyway...
We were so full that we couldn't bear to move for at least an hour, and we thought we don't wanna waste and so, for the last 15 minutes, we went for a last round of teppanyaki, soups, desserts and ice-creams. One regretful thing was, we
DIDN'T had any tempura... Oh my god.. what were we thinking of actually? So much for a japanese buffet.. ><
After lunch, it's time for a shopping spree! I was really broke but the desire to shop is so strong that I need to use my ATM card - bad habit.
And so...
I bought - a casual top from Forever 21, a brand which I totally fell in love with.
- 2 necklaces, one for casual wear, another for a nice night's out.
- a handphone cum purse pouch which I've longed for months.
- shared with dear a magazine, which she takes the magazine, and I own
the 2008 calendar inside it. (so that I wouldn't need to buy one next year)
- shared with dear again our brand new diary as we had finished one earlier.
And all that comes to a total of... *roughly using my mental calculation* Nahhh.. It's okay, I don't really wanna know after all.. :p

P/S: Could anyone help to cure my shopaholic disease? Pretty please?


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I was planning to come online for a while and to sleep earlier as I've been burning midnight oil for the past 2 weeks due to my trials.
But guess what... When I come log into my friendster profile, everything's changed! According to the "new" profile, this owner is 17 years old, born in the United States with the date of birth of 18 Sept 1990. The new horoscope is Virgo.
THIS IS SO NOT ME. The about me section is already emptied. Maybe she/he is already plotting to write something new in it. And the worst thing is, when I went to settings to change a new password, I realized my password has been changed!! *faint*
But again, it's lucky that I could still log in and and once again change the password.
I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw all this, and I asked my friend to have a look at my "new" profile.
According my brother, my profile has been hacked. And I'm so gonna curse this person.. %#*$@#**!%* What on earth is this person thinking about? Is he/she too free and has nothing to do? Or is trying to save some time by using other people's account and treat it as theirs.
Oh my god... Why am I so unlucky... Of so many profiles... Why mine?! Never let me know who this stupid person is... If not, I'm afraid that I can't control myself from killing her.. or maybe him... (although it was stated as female in the newly edited profile)
Arghhh... I'm so pissed off!! ><


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List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
1. A brand new handphone with functions that I need.
2. A new watch so that I wouldn't wear the old one.
3. A whole new package of restyling my hair - I need a hew hairstyle badly.
4. More new dresses.
5. More accessories.


The person who tagged you is:
I've put it as my title of this post.. Anny ^^


Your 5 impressions of her/him:
1. Cute and pretty
2. Very friendly
3. Smart but doesn't like studying
4. Playful and is wild with friends
5. Always seems to be quite sad?


Most memorable things he/she has done for you?
The first testimonial she sent me about a year ago, calling me jie jie.


The most memorable words he/she said to you:
Asking me to "jia you" in my exam.


If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
This will never happen in a lifetime.


If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
There will be only one reason which I cannot reveal ><


Pass the quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. My dear
2. Miao Cheng
3. Ze-Ning
4. Catherine
5. Kien How
6. Denise
7. Jean Wei
8. Lim Kian
9. Kitt
10. ANNY!


Who is No.7 having relationship with?
No one.


Who is No.9 having relationship with?
No one I guess.. But I wouldn't know because he's so far away...


If No.1 and No.9 are together, will it be a good thing?
Of course not!! My dear already have a sweet loving partner.


What about No.1 and No.5?
They are already together.. ^^


What is No.3 studying?
Ermm... I forgot... Having short-term memory loss recently.


When is the last time you chatted with No.6?
This morning in the college.


Does No.4 work?
Of course not. She's rich enough not to work. :)


Does No.8 has any cousin in his/her own school?
I have no idea.


Will you woo No.8?
Don't think so... He's not my cup of tea, and I'm not his.


How about No.5?
Definitely not! He's my beloved "jie fu"...


Does No.2 have any siblings?
I don't know...


How did you get to know about No.3 and No.4?
Ze-Ning is a secondary school friend - one of my best male friends.
Catherine is my best college mate - my "zi mui".


Where does No.1 live at?
Kajang - I wish she's living closer to me.. :(


How did you get to know No.2?
Another secondary school mate - one of my many nice friends.


Is No.5 the sexiest person in the world?
I wouldn't know. But to me, he's definitely not.. Haha...



Another survey I did when there's nothing better else to do...

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Down...
Down...
Down...
Very very down...

5 minutes before this, I was very determined not to log into friendster because I need time to study. I'm afraid that I will be hooked on. But after finding out something which I shouldn't know, my heart feels very heavy and I need to write out in my blog, thus logging into the friendster at last. Typing out my feelings is my way of expressing myself. It's because sometimes I couldn't make myself to share my feelings with others. I think no one could understand.
I didn't know why I have the sudden urge to really must look into a blog of my friend. Something in my heart tells me that there's something that I should know. Then I really did found out something that I don't wanna know, not at this moment at least. And of all these days, why is it today? Tomorrow is my exam! And this really ruined my study-mood. Has this again proved that a girl's instincts is always right?
I'm just angry at myself for being so weak. I've already knew that this will happen. I've already knew this for such a long long time. I'm supposed to be prepared to face this. But again... why? Why am I always being hurt by the same thing again and again? Why am I feeling so moody? Why did I feel so unfair? It feels like my heart is being crushed by a very big rock. This makes me can't breath... I feel so helpless...
Since things already happened as what I've thought earlier, I guess this incident once again emphasizes that I have to move on stronger and not to be so weak. Since I've told myself months ago that I'm prepare to look into the truth, why not accept it as the way it is. I once came across a quote, "Change things that are changeable, accept things that are unchangeable".
So I guess, all I can do know is to accept and do nothing else...
Being a Taurean, I know I can overcome this very soon. I'm determine to move on, and will of course do it. I must learn how to protect myself from being hurt again by the same incident. But, before that, could I just be moody for one more day? Being sad and depress for just this one moment?
I feel like crying so much... But tears just wouldn't flow. Lend me a shoulder, someone?


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Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


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Like how the lyrics I've posted, I need a way badly to search for my love again...
Of all the events happened, I've lost confidence in love after all. Too many bad examples occurred around me and my friends. I even have the thinking of
"Guys are just not reliable!" Oh gosh... Even without all these examples, I guess I've trapped myself in my very own experience for too long and can't seem to move on. There might be someone out there who's treating me quite fine, but I just can't find the way to accept new things, new relationship, a new love. There's no way to open up my heart once again. It might be I'm still waiting for my 'the one' before I could pick up my courage to love again, to build my confidence again. This song makes me searching the feel to love and being loved for the first time. I'm missing the feelings of loving someone secretly... being jealous of little things... caring someone unknowingly ... guessing the thoughts of each other's.. falling in love for the first time...
Now I understand why some people said, when your first love comes along, and when it disappears, all these feelings will disappear altogether. That's because after the experience of first love, be it bitter or sweet, one will not be stupid enough to love secretly again...


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As an early birthday celebration for a college mate, Feng Jun, we've all decided to surprise him a bit after class. We went to Sunway Pyramid, and yes, at last I got to see Pyramid II. There's nothing really special about it though, and many more shops aren't open yet. Then, my friends decided that they wanted to go for ice-skating which is an activity I hated the most. And also, the most haunting experience I've ever had many many years ago. ( I'm not going to type out the whole story of what happened then, it will take me long to do that ) And so, I felt so reluctant, until I had lost my appetite for my brunch and felt like vomiting when I went nearer to the skating rink. But because of all my loyal friends, ( 10 of them ), I decided to give it a try although I've swore to myself that the skating experience I've got years ago was my 1st and the last time. And so, with much courage, I've put my foot forward into the skating rink...
I was starting very very slowly, even to the extend of blocking people behind me, and holding my friends' hands so tight till I could feel the pressure building inside them. All my friends were being so helpful to me. They taught me how to balance myself, how to skate the correct way, how to look forward and not to be afraid. Everyone took extra great care of me and tried their very best to make me skate on my own without falling down.
Denise even to save me from a fall, she fell on her own, making her knee scratched and bleed. And I felt so guilty. The scratch could have appeared on my knee and not hers. She could have balanced herself if not for saving me from falling. I really owe her a million of thanks. It's really very very sweet of you. I know you really 'sayang' me very much. And also the sweet her of helping me to wear the skates, and tying up the laces for me.
To
Jean Wei and Pooi Mun for lending me their extra hands when I needed them the most, thank you very much.
To
Cheng Yuen who said he will save me from fall and really did so, holding my hands all the time, practicing with me for half the rink, I owe you a gratitude too.
To
Lim Kian, for leading me most of the time, saving me from difficulties of having not holding on to the handrail, you're really kind. =)
To
Rena, for being a really good instructor, and asked me to stand straight and be proud of myself, I too thank you lots.
To
Catherine, as the best companion of all, always doing all sorts of things with me together, and even have the same thinking as mine, I love you! ^^
To
Feng Jun the birthday boy, it's nice for you to lend me your shoulder to lean on when I'm so tired. Hope you'll like the surprise cake we gave you, and the present we've got you. You must wear it and take a picture of that and put it in your friendster private photo, and then give us all the access. You know what I mean ya.. *wink* *wink*

All in all, today's ice-skating experience although was a disastrous one - like what Denise quoted that I said the particular phrase for 3 times in the rink, but still I had an enjoyable time with all of you my dear friends. Because of you all, I'm not afraid to get into the skating rink as much as before, and I promise I'll go again when you all ask me to. With the condition of my bruises I had now recover fully, and protect me like you all did today can? :p
It could be an improvement that I only fell 3 times today after skating for about 2 hours... But that 3 times were hurtful ones. !st, I knocked my right elbow and got it bruised. 2nd, I kneeled on my knee making it a very obvious bruise, which turning it's color from red --> blue-black --> purplish. I don't want to imagine what colour is it tomorrow morning. And 3rd, I fell on my buttock making my jeans all wet!
Anyway, to all my dear loyal friends, I love you all much much! ^^


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This is specially written on 11/01/2007, for wishing my beloved dear on her 21st BIRTHDAY!! Since this post is specially dedicated just for her, then I'll typed it in green color - her favorite color of all...


Each year your birthday reminds me
That I really want to say
I’m very glad I know you;
On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.


"HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY my dear... I love you lots!! Muacks...
Without you, life will never be the same. May you enjoyed your big-day with much joy. I'm so sorry that I couldn't celebrate your birthday on the exact date. But do not worry about the present, you'll get it from me asap..."
A tight teddy-hug just for you... *hugs* ^^


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27/10/2007 marks the big event of the year for our SALSA club. A prom night was organized in this particular night. For the preparation of this prom, my college peeps and I used lots of money and time to make the best out of ourselves. Well, I'm not going to write out how much I've spent, but a mental calculation in my mind tells me the approximate amount which reminds me to be more spendthrift for the next 3 months or so. Sigh... ( I'm all broke now.. )
On that day, Cat and I made an appointment with Suncity saloon to make our hairdo at 2pm. We reached there in time and we waited for 2 hours, which is already 4pm by that time before anyone noticed us there waiting for our hairdos. I made an appointment and they made us wait!! What the *&%@#... Because of the late hairdo, we were late for the makeup appointment and eventually late for the prom night. Cat, 189, PM, Caryn and I reached about an hour later. What we did most was taking pictures non-stop. Well, the purpose of dressing up is to take pictures. Haha..
Then after the prom night, we left. And on the way on a particular highway, we witnessed an accident happened just in front of us. The motorcyclist got flung to the other side of the road, and we girls got so shocked. But the only guy in our car, who is 189, his reaction was very fast. He stopped the car by the roadside, on the double signal and went down to ask about the motorcyclist. The motorcyclist appeared to be quite fine, and his first question was " Macam mana pergi Serdang? " We were so worried about him but he asked us this... *faint* Hopefully, he's really fine.
After sending 189 back to Cyberjaya, Pm and Cat to their own homes, I have to drive back alone. No more drivers available. Although it's only a short distance drive, I was quite afraid because I'm alone, and have to park my car at the alley beside my house. The worst thing is, it's 4am by the time I reach home - my 1st time using the car until so late. Daddy gotta wait for me at home. Poor him... I'm grateful he's there for me, and at the same time, I felt guilty for being such a bad girl.
"Daddy, you're the best!"
After camwhoring for some moments, removed my makeup, washed my hair twice with shampoo and conditioner ( the hairspray is really a good one ), took a hot shower, blowed my hair, washed my face, and putting all sorts of facecare products on my face - I ended up sleeping at 5.30 in the morning. Gosh.. I could have waited for sunrise. ><
All in all, the prom night was okay but I felt so sorry for neglecting Caryn as I'm too busy doing other things. She was very boring plus she's sick after staying there for a while. She had fever.
"Darling, I'm sooo sorry." When Caryn was sent back, she gave me my pressie from Miao Cheng which she had kept for some time. Miao Cheng gave me a crystal bracelet as my birthday present. It's so sweet of her. I remembered telling her I like this bracelet but didn't bought it at that time. Love the bracelet lots!! "Thank you, my dear."
Now that the prom night's over, my next attention will be on my trials which is 2 weeks later. Next target - get good results and get into my pharmacy course.

Study hard...
Study hard...
Study hard...

P/s : I got my piano grade 8 certificate today. At last... Now I'm officially a grade 8 holder.. Yippie!!! ^^ A million of thanks to my piano teacher for not giving me up when I didn't performed well in the past. "Thank you, Miss Lim. I owe u a dinner and I remember that." =)

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Saw this in the bulletin board and thought it sounds interesting to share with all.. Especially people from the 80s... ^^

If you are Msia's 80s baby,read through
this, we grew up watching Transformers,
Thundercats, Woody Woodpecker,
Chipmunks, Mickey Mouse, Jem, Mask,
Ninja Turtles, Voltron, Baja Hitam,
Ultraman and not forgetting POWER RANGERS
and BUGS BUNNY!!! or McGyver ? :)

We had to brush our teeth during recess
at primary school and had to hold plastic
cups, line up with our classmates side
by side and start brushing our teeth
at some open area... or maybe near the
drain??

Do you still remember that we had
'dentist' rooms (the portable truck )
where we had to have our teeth check?

Not to forget our 'program minum susu'
in primary school.. everybody is
suppose to buy like cartons of milk that costed
30 cents.. and you would see everyone
drinking it everyday...its the UHT milk...

The teachers who would want to punish
us must use yellow rulers to hit us on
our palms?? 1 meter length..

That a bowl of mihun soup or some soup
only costed 50 cents at the school
canteen...

Went to some sundry shop near the
school or to the 'roti' man waiting outside
our schools so that we can buy junk food
like chickadees, mamee, ding dang with
some toys in it, 'Ti Kam', ice-cream
and we would play games like monopoly, uno,
old maid, and all other card games like
that...

Another fun time would be during
Pendidikan Jasmani. The boys would
play football while the girls would
play netball... and it would be like we
were playing in the world cup...

But of course, the best would be main
guli, batu seremban, bottlecaps, ice-
cream sticks, 'Pepsi Cola
one-two-three', Cops and Robbers, main
kejar-kejar duduk,getah... and for the
not so active, those kind of 'book
games' where we would use buku latihan
to draw and ask our friends to play...

Do you remember the ice-cream tubes
which are actually ice and colouring
that are sold for 10 to 20 cents.. the
colourful ones.. where you usually bite
off the top to gulp it down. Orange
tastes the best.. (pop-ice)

What about days when we felt like doing
naughty things such as folding papers
so small to make 'lastik' amd shoot
each other... how about throwing
chalks??

Back then, Micheal jackson was just
turning white.. and still had albums
coming out.. compared to CD's, we were
listening to tapes that sold for RM9.90...

In computer class, we were still using
black and white computer monitors..
played 'Atari'... maybe SEGA or NINTENDO..

Well, are we all getting older or what?
I guess so.. :p


1) If you understand what you have read, you will be smiling... ^^

2) We have friends from school that are already married... ( I even knew some already with babies.. )

3) We shake our heads everytime we see high school students fussing about
their handphones in school..

4) We don't hang on phone with ourfriends for hours a day talking about
nothing...

5) When we meet back with our friends from time to time, we feel excited and
happy talking about old times, the funny 'adventures' or stories that we
experienced as a kid.. ( an evidence that we're getting old.. )

6) Last but not least, that when you read this, you would think of all the
happy & sad memories that you have experienced when you were still a kid
and would think of forwarding this to your old friends that you have known
since forever... I'm sure they would have a huge smile on their face after
reading this...


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I'm sure everyone have their own dreams of achieving something great in life. To be different from others, to be more successful and stronger than people around them. However, how many could have realized their dreams? How many have gave up? The reality is often very different from what we've dreamt all along.
I, myself have my own dreams...

I've dreamed to become a good student and excel in my studies...
Reality is, I did excelled during younger years, but not now anymore, I'm stranded in my A-levels and waiting to leave it everyday...
I've
dreamed to become a good pianist...
Reality is, I don't have the talent in my hands. All I can do is passed my Grade 8 and finished up my course.
I've
dreamed of becoming a more creative person, to have some artistic skills...
Reality is, I can't even do a simple sketch, and my mind is blank when I'm asked for an idea on projects and assignments.
I've
dreamed of having a loyal companion whom I can rely for long..
Reality is, this companion couldn't even fulfill a simple promise, how could I still believe this person?
I've
dreamed to become a more attractive person, more sociable...
Reality is, I'm just a very simple person with nothing much to attract others. And I don't own good communication skills.
I've
dreamed of many many little things, but not one is realized yet. Dreams are meant to be pursued and not dreaming on. It's time to wake up from beautiful dreams and start to work on the reality, I guess. All good things have to come to an end. After all, no one is perfect, and nothing lasts forever...

But again, there's a quote I once came across,
"If you dare to dream it, then you can do it"

Am I supposed to keep dreaming on?


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After reading my dear's blog, only I know that I've been tagged... ><

1. The phone rings, who do u want it to be?
The one who didn't call me for a long long time... Miss the moments!


2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?

I'll only do it only when my dad doesn't do it.. :p


3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?

Depends on the crowd I'm setting in.


4. Do you take compliments well?

Of course, I'll be happy too. ^^

5. Do you play Sudoku?

More frequent during the past, but now I don't have the time for it.


6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?

I'm not sure about it until I'm put into that situation.


7. What song are you listening to?

Usually Chinese pop songs, but I recently hear a lot of english songs too. Thanks to Flyfm - It's all about the music. :)

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?

Motivation camp during secondary 6? Does that even consider as a kid?


9. What was your favorite game as a kid?

Barbie dolls, Masak-masak, being teacher, doctor, seller... the list goes on...

10. Are you a single?

This is private and confidential. :)


11. Could u date someone with diff religious beliefs than you?

Why not?

12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?

Of course is to be pursued.. I'm a very passive person.


13. Use three words to describe yourself.

Emotional, unpredictable, sensitive.


14. Do any songs make you cry?

Yup.. Hurt so bad - Hins Zhang.


15. Are you continuing your education?

Of course!


16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?

No, I don't.. Anyone care to teach me?


17. If ur house was on fire, what would be the first thing u'll grab?
My handphone, my purse. They are my obssesions.
If I have more time, I'll grab all my clothes and my collection of bling-bling accessories too. :p



18. How often do you read books?

Everyday. No matter they are my school books or books that I'm interested in. I've always love reading since young.


19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?

Past. I'm always dwelling of the past, refusing to forget and let go some part of it.


20. What is your favorite children's book?

Enid Blyton's books accompanied me throughout my growing years.

21. What color are your eyes?

Brown I guess...


22. How tall are you?

Unfortunately only 158cm.. :(

23. Where is your dream house located?

Seaside will be nice.


24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?

Did it lots of times! I love taking pictures no matter where am I.

25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?

I don't even know where it is, let alone been there.


26. Do you like mustard?

Only be eaten with hotdogs.

27. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

Both. I always sleep after I eat... haha.. Well, I still love sleeping more.


28. Do you look like your mom or dad?

A mixture of both. I have mum's eyes and dad's nose.

29. How long does it take you in the shower?

Usually 20-30 minutes.

30. Can you do the splits?
I'll tell you all again if I can.


31. What movie do you want to see RIGHT NOW?

Not any in particular.

32. What did you do for New Year?

Watched splendid fireworks, sent sms till my handphone ran out of credit.


33. Do you own a camera phone?

Sure thing, for a person who loves taking pics like me.

34. Was your mom a cheerleader?

Not that I know of. But she was famous in her school for being beautiful. :p


35. How many hours of sleep do you get at night?

About 4-6 hours. That's why I yawn a lot during day time.


36. Do you like care bears?

Yup... They are so cute!


37. What do you buy at the movies?

Usually I buy nothing, sometimes a couple of drinks. Unless I haven't eaten anything before that, then I'll smuggle food in. ><

38. Do you know how to play poker?

Ya.. Learned since young, but I'm not good at it.


39. Do you wear your seatbelt?

Of course, it's my habit to do so. And I always remind others to wear too.
Better be safe than to be sorry.



40. What do you wear to sleep?

Oversized-T and short pants.

41. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?

Yup.. the big flood which washed away my ancestor's house. Sad case...


42. How many meals do you eat a day?

At most 3. I usually only have 2 meals.

43. Do you always read friendster bulletins.

Not really, unless it was posted by someone really close to me.


44. Do you like funny or serious people better?

Funny.. Serious people gets me bored easily.


45. Ever been to L.A.?

Nope, but hope to be there someday.


46. Did you eat a cookie today?

Nope. My house don't usually have cookies around.


47. tag 3 people.

miao cheng, ze-ning, wei ann


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I was thinking to write a post on...
1 more day to go...
1 more day to go...

However my stupid internet connection cannot be connected the whole day, and so today arrives. It is half past midnight now. 3/10 reached at last, after the long awaiting days. Of all dates, I guess I will remember this, might not for life, but it will not be forgotten in a short moment. Well, time really flies without warning, and it actually scares me. I'm not prepared to forget the past, and yet part of me secretly hopes time passes a little bit more faster. Well... speak of contradictions.. sigh..


A year has gone by...
I didn't realize I've poured so much thoughts and feelings into this blog of mine until today comes. The past me has been complaining that
" The rain has come and gone, but why hasn't the sun appeared? " And now, I know then sun has long appeared by my side, but I was too busy looking out for the rain that I didn't realize it's presence. A year ago, I've told myself that letting go is the best choice as I will find out what I want later on. And indeed, one year later, I knew what I've wanted all along. There might be some regrets along the way, but it doesn't matter as I learned that accepting things in a hard way is a process of growing up.


In my post one year ago, I've told you to take care of yourself. And today, after one year, I'll still tell you to take care. And an additional of thank you that I've owed you so long ago, which I didn't have the chance to tell you face to face. And I might not have the opportunity to do so. So, if you really happen to read this ( The probability is almost 0 ), do accept this token of thanks from me. You certainly have taught me a lot of things which I never knew before. Although you're only a chapter in my life, but you certainly made it wonderful for me. You're only a beginning of it, and thus I will create more memories on my own, with or without you. :)

So here you go...
Thank you and take care my dear...
You'll always remain different than others as I've told you before.


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Readers might not remember, or even might not know, a long time ago, I've written a post on "Rainy days.. " On that particular post, I was kinda depressing and hopes that when the next rain comes, I'll be happily thinking of the old times. However, when the next rain came, I didn't feel any better.. and the next one came along and the next, the next, the next... I couldn't count how many rainy days have gone by... but I'm sure glad today's rain brought me something nice. :)
It was raining cats and dogs this morning. I was startled awake by the noise of the thunder and the sound of the raindrops on my rooftop... Tick-tack.. Tick-tack... And I thought it was time for me to wake up and prepare myself for class. And it turned out it was only about 5am. I went back to sleep, hoping to continue dreaming my beautiful dream earlier ( but the dream didn't came back.. >< )
When it was really the time for me to wake up, I was so unwilling to do so. I have to dragged myself out of my warm, comfy comforter and couldn't help thinking how tempting my bed is.
And once again, I enjoyed rainy day again after so long. Although rain sometimes brings back some unwanted memories, although there are times I feel moody when the rain comes without the presence of him, but rain is still good.
There will be sunshine after the rain, even better there's rainbow sometimes if we're lucky enough to see. ^^
Of course, like usual, rain brought me thoughts of him again, but they are all happy ones. He's fine now I hope, really fine....
It is such a cooling day with nice weather which I could sleep in all day.. Rain is after all very nice.. It has been raining for about 7 hours today... Nice weather indeed... But it's so cold in class... ><

2 more days to go...
2 more days to go...


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I recently completed my reading on an interesting book, which is also the best seller in mph now. From the title, many may think that it is a romance type of book, but no, it is not a
ll completely on love. It's a touching book which left me tears of joy in the end, realising how tough a woman can be even at her most depressed time. It has a bitter-sweet storyline which tells of a woman who tried to move on with her life after the death of her beloved husband. The story revolves a lot about those important relationships in life. Mother and daughters, brothers and sisters, best friends and the list goes on. It was difficult for her to open up again to her family and friends, but with the help of a pile of notes from his husband, she gently moved on to a new life without him. Each note was ended with 'PS, I love You...'


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I've been hesitating a lot about typing out this piece of post. I don't know where should I write from nor what should I write actually. All I know is, I learned an important lesson today - and that is NEVER EVER get on to a yellow color taxi. I'm just plain dumb knowing this so late. And plain stupid to realized this at the age of 20. Oh gosh!! There might be some people who can understand what I'm typing about. I'm not going to type too much or elaborate my experience, because it's too painful to recall about it. :p Remember one thing, DO NOT get on into a yellow taxi. NEVER!!


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Wednesday, 22 August 2007

Ended...

Well,
first of all, I guess it's been quite some time I've been posting
around here. Today I got up early, in fact very early to go for my
piano examination. Life for me is like never-ending tests, not that I
mind about it. Hopefully, this time around, I'll
pass
my exam so as to finish up my piano course. This is my last grade and
don't want my time and efforts wasted. All the hours I've been playing
is just for today's 1/2 an hour performance.
So, to the dear examiner of mine, please sir, don't fail me. Please... I'll be devastated if I do. Just let me
pass. I just need a pass, that's all.

Nah signing off,
1114...

***************************************************************************************************************************

Well, that was my previous post which I've wrote in my yinNnah's blog.
And to the response to that post,
THANK GOD!! I passed my piano grade 8 exam!!
I still remember vividly...
How much have I prayed to God to let me pass, even to the extend of making my birthday wish as letting me pass my grade 8 exam. ( So, I've actually used up my wish.. :( )
How many hours have I spent during the preparation for the exam. ( All the reluctant hours to sit down in front of the piano playing the same old thing again and again )
How much hopes have I put in. ( High hopes, high pressure.. )
How anxious I am when I was to go into the exam room, and even imagining myself begging the examiner to let me pass before leaving after the exam. ( To think of that now, it was actually quite hilarious ^^ )
So, now... My prayers were answered. My wish came true.
My efforts of practicing everyday was paid off, although not in a flying colours result, but again I only wanted a pass... Just a pass will do fine for me.
I was really speechless when I got the news from my piano teacher, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw her sms, and couldn't believe my ears when I called to confirm. I almost drop my tears. Oh gosh.. The emo me..
And so I am, to announce that I passed!!!! I'm really truly on the cloud nine.. Bring me down someone? :)

The time now,
0130...

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It's Jacky Cheung's concert!! The concert is very nice and it is really no regrets going for it.. *all smiles* In fact, it is the best among all I've been to. It was superb... fantastic... great... fascinating... There are no words to describe how good it is. Really. Even better than Jay Chou's. (Don't get me wrong, I still love Jay... ^^ )
We ( bro, sis, cousin and I ) reached the stadium at about 8.20pm. We were not afraid of being late because we have numbered seatings. We found our seats after rounds of searching and realized that our seats were taken by 3 women. We made attempts to get into our seats, and I was the 1st one approaching them. And then the fat one spoke up to me, while the other 2 friends of hers remained silent.

1st encounter with the bitch.
Me: Excuse me, what are your seating numbers? I think you all sat at the wrong place. ( very politely )
Bitch: Ya, these are not our seats. So?! Our seats are somewhere over there ( pointing to some seats faraway )
Me: That's right... The seats belong to us. Would you move away back to your own seats? ( losing my patience )
Bitch: The crew member asked us to sit here wan..
Me: But the seats are ours!!

All of sudden, the lights were off. Then the music came, and the concert started punctually at 8.30pm. Jacky Cheung came out... Oh my god... We were left with no choice but to quickly settle down in 4 seats that were not belongs to us. We knew that we will be asked to move away sooner or later by the owner of the seats. And as true as it is, 15 mins later, bro was the 1st one who was asked to leave. Then another 10 mins passed by. 3 aunties approached sis, cousin and I. We got scolded and were asked to leave harshly. And that really made us angry. We never felt so embarrassed before. And the whole situation got worse when everyone in the stadium was seated and only left 3 of us standing. I got so angry that I walked straight up to that fat lady again. And my smart cousin went to find a crew member.

2nd encounter with the bitch.
Bro: Hey, now all my sisters don't have a place to sit because you and your friends are sitting in our places. Move away from our seats.
Bitch: No.. The crew member asked us to sit wan wor... Now we want to move to where...
Bro: We can't possibly let you all sit in our seats. We paid RM200 for our tickets. We don't wanna quarrel with you. Show me your tickets.
Bitch: You wait.. ( Searching her bag for tickets.. but nothing came out after a long time.. )
Then... I lost my patience and blew up at her.
Me: You are wrong to sit in our place! You don't know where to sit, then go find a crew member lar. You can wait outside. Just move away!!
Bitch: The crew member brought us here wan... ( She still sat there and refused to move )
Me: Then the crew member was wrong lor. Just go away. We want our seats back! It's ours!! Now that we're all standing and is blocking people's view from the concert!
Sis: Go away lar!!
We were shouting to her, and I almost lost my control of calling her "bitch" in the public. How lucky that my smart cousin came back with a crew member and talked to her.
Crew: Excuse me, miss. May I see your tickets?
Bitch: Here you are. ( The tickets were out from her bag.. at last.. )
Crew: Your place is not here. Do you mind to move and return those seats to other people?
Bitch: Your colleague brought me here wan... That person said we can sit here wan wor...
That stupid lady and friends still refused to move. Although everyone there was saying "Wah... where got people like that wan.. Sit at people's place some more don't wanna go away... Blocking us watch concert only lar.. "
She really doesn't feel ashamed at all !! This is the 1st ever person I've met with the thickest face.
At last, even the crew can't make her move her fat ass. He left to get his supervisor to talk to her. Then after some minutes, at last.. she left.. (reluctantly) Because of her, we missed Jacky Cheung's dancing performance. We only got into our right seats that belongs to us at about 9.15pm. @#X%$@#
I really really felt like slapping her damn face. But the worse has yet to come. Later on, I realized there was a cute guy sitting beside us. And I lost my temper earlier, and acted so rude... Gosh... My reputation was all tarnished! But that guy didn't seemed to mind a bit. He even smiled to us. And when the concert ended, he talked to us. :)
Apart of all these, the concert was amazing! Jacky Cheung, although at 46, still danced and sang energetically. All songs were nice because of his powerful and crystal clear voice. There was dancing, singing and even a half an hour stage drama. There was not even a second of boredom. He joked on the stage and shared us a lot about his family. And the best part was, his encore lasted for an hour, with 11 songs!! Great man he was, wasn't it? I enjoyed myself there very much. All in all, the concert just left me mesmerized. No wonder he is called "gor san"( The god of singing ). This title truly belongs to him. ^^

p/s: I don't normally use foul words in my blog. But that particular fat lady really pissed me off. Sorry to all readers.

The time now,
0126...

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不瞞你說 我真的有想過 從今以後不再跟你 有任何聯絡
Not to hide the truth from you, there's once when I really thought of not to have any connection with you from now onwards.

不要再試著暗示我 後來你發現甚麼

Do not try to hint me on what you've realized afterwards.

不瞞你說 並不特別寂寞 接下來的幾個週末 節目特別多
Not to hide the truth from you, actually I don't really feel lonely. For the few weekends ahead, my schedule are especially full.

偶而會有人喜歡我 但並不代表甚麼
Sometimes, there are someone who likes me. But that doesn't mean anything.

現在的我 不缺甚麼 認真的生活 偶而會難過

The present me does not lack of anything. I lead my life seriously, and I get sad sometimes.

新朋友很多 他們不夠瞭解我 (他們都不瞭解我)
There are many new friends, they don't understand me enough ( They don't understand me )

問了太多 我只是微笑的帶過
When they asked too much, I will just smile and move on.

未來的我 沒有如果 不相信星座 能預告甚麼
The future me doesn't have what if, doesn't believe that horoscope can predict anything.

假設那麼多 過去會不會復活 最好沒有如果
Speculating too much, will the past comes alive again. It's best there's no what if.

不瞞你說 經過幾次風波 你不能再從我臉上 讀出些甚麼

Not to hide the truth from you, after going through few obstacles, you can no longer read the expressions from my face.

要適應的事越來越多 改變的不止是我

There are a lot of things that I need to adapt to. I'm not the only one who's changing.

假設那麼多 過去能不能來過 我不相信如果
Speculating too much, will the past repeat itself. I don't believe in what if.


我最近很喜欢的一首歌。 特别点给
曾经假如我的生活里的你,而且把我改变了。谢谢你。:)

A song which I like recently. Specially dedicated to the one person who's once entered my life and had changed me in someway. Thank you. :)

p/s: I purposely translated it, for the convenience of some of my loyal readers cum friends. ^^ (Please bear in mind that I only literally translated the whole lyrics)


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8/9/2007 marked the big-day for cousin Jane, as it was her graduation day. The whole family was so happy and excited for her. They even planned everything so nicely and set up a time to meet up with cousin Jane. It's been quite some time our family had this kind of big event. She graduated as a biotechnologist. :) Her graduation is at UCSI, coincidentally, the place where I'm studying currently. As I'm studying there. I'm familiar with the way to UCSI and also the way in UCSI, which I know where mph is located... where the toilets are.. where to buy mineral water and so on so on... And thus, I was assigned to become the photographer of the day. I accompanied my aunt to get into the hall to witness my cousin's convocation after our lunch at Cheras. Although it was not encouraged to take any photographs in the hall, as they have their own official photographer, but I can't help to snap a few inside, to leave my cousin sister some memories.
In the hall, I met an old friend of mine, Wee Chin. He was my primary school mate as well as my secondary school mate. We've known for years but never get any closer. To my surprise, Wee Chin is now a lecturer. And to my assumption, a professional photographer too, as I saw the gadgets he brought to shoot his brother's nicest image. In fact, it looked like he brought the whole studio with him. Okay... I might be exaggerating a little, but it's true he looks professional. However, it feels nice meeting an old friend again. :)
The whole ceremony ended at 5pm. When I walked out to the lobby with my aunt, half of the family already reached. By about 6pm, the entire family was there, waiting for cousin Jane with bouquets of flowers and bears. I bet our family, was the most to turned up and I loved the scene of it. That's the
spirit of our family - forever supportive and helpful. :) We've always been close-knitted and I thank god for that.
After all the photo-shooting session, we went for our dinner at Brickfields as the celebration. Most of us were almost starving when we reached the restaurant, especially cousin Jane. She's been hungry and dehydrated. Poor her... The grown-ups ordered way too much food and we didn't managed to finish them all. And it appeared that they had forgotten all about the cake that I had reserved for cousin Jane as dessert. After all the foods, we had to wait for some time before taking out the cake, as we all felt too full. But no one could resist Secret Recipe's cheeze choc. Haha... :p
All in all, I've been the camera girl for the day and nearly killed myself in my high heels shoes, after standing, running and walking around for the entire day. But still, I felt I stand tall, looking very nice. ^^ A tiring but a happy day.
Once again,
CONGRATULATIONS to cousin Jane. Cheers.. ^^


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